Justin came back with two bags of stuff he handed me the tampons then walked in the living room I put the tampons under the sink then crawled on the couch next to Justin and wrapped my arms around his waist and laid my head on his chest "you look comfy" he looked down at me
Next morning 6:30
I was sleeping on top of justin because at 4:30 I got up and went to the bathroom and I couldnt go back to sleep so justin rubbed my back until I fell asleep
I woke up on Justin he was staring at me "good morning" i told him "morning" he told me with his raspy morning voice
...I tried on all the outfits for the ellen show i currently had on the last outfit the sweater dress with thigh high boots i was showing justin he shook his head at everyone of them including this one he went to his closet and he handed me his oversized sweater i took my sweater dress off and put his on and looked in the mirror
....at the ellen show
"Our first guest is a one the most famous teenagers in the world. Not only because of the people around her but because of her story, her life and her new album high enough...please welcome 17 year old Jade Rebelo" ellen announced i walked out the audience was clapping i was smiling and waving i walked over to ellen
"oh my god hi" I hugged her the audience stopped clapping "hi nice to meet you how are you" we let go of the hug we sat down in the chairs "i'm good I'm great" i told her "so i know you've taken a break from everything and disappeared how has your life changed"
She asked
"Um...I had to get away from everything if was time, I was in and out of rehab and prison...because of my family...I didn't understand why they did it i realize now that they were trying to help..Justin has a big part in my journey he had to yell at me for me to listen" I explained "and so are you thankful for him doing that" she asked "oh i love him for it he saved my life" the audience clapping
"who is your inspiration" she asked "definitely justin i love talking to him because he's real and authentic he's my inspiration for everything I do he's also my favorite person to talk to because he listens" i explained
"What do you think the hardest part of your journey as been" she asked "the hardest part of my life is being where I am now and where I was before I disappeared i cared more about getting high then I did my family then when I left i focused on me and all I thought about was my family so I think being away from Justin was the hardest part" i explained
"Just Justin not your mom" she asked "justin and I were so close we talked about anything and everything then i ruined it when I came home drunk from a party and Justin yelled at me alot so it was hard at first" I told
,....
"Were back with jade Rebelo and so tell me about this album high enough how is this different from other music out there" she asked "this is my life my story very emotional vulnerable and completely honest with this music and i wrote all of these songs in jail and rehab feeling alone and trapped in four walls and I didn't have any contention to the outside world and so I wrote music" i explained
"so does justin have anything to do with this album" she asked "um....yeah my inspiration is...Justin so he has a lot to play into this album i would say 10 maybe more songs are me explaining my heart to Justin and also thanking him for getting me to where I am now i love Justin he is amazing and I'm not just saying that because he's here but I mean it" the audience gasped and started clapping
They stopped clapping " so now everyone's gonna be listening..is this one about Justin..is this one about Justin but I will tell you thank you is about him"
"so what would you say is your favorite song on this record" she asked "bad liar definitely it was the first song I've ever written and I'm singing it later" i explained "so you have an announcement what is that" she asked
"im going on tour February 15th tickets are available now at jadeRebelo.com and we have surprises in store for my first tour" i told her "okay so I have to ask are you dating anyone" she asked "im single, I'm focusing on me right now and if dating happens then it happens but no i'm not dating anyone" I told her
"Okay so we're going to play a game called who'd you rather and get you a boyfriend" she said "oh god" i smiled they put the pictures up on the big screen "Harry styles or drake" she asked " drake is two old for me so harry" i told her it was Harry's picture and austin mahone said picture" "Austin" i told her "austin or Cameron (dallas)" she said "Ooo Cameron" i said looking at the screen Cameron and Justin's picture was on the screen "bieber" (Justin and the weeknds pic) "eww. Definitely bieber" (Shawn Mendes, jb pic)
"Bieber" (*bieber* *ansel elgort*) "no that's not fair i love ansel but he's dating someone so....ugh bieber" i said "bieber and...that's it bieber wins" she told me I started clapping "yay where's my prize" i joked they laughed
......
We're back here to perform her new hint song for the the first time ever here is Jade Rebelo with bad liar
"I was walking down the street the other day
Tryna distract myself
But then I see your face
Oh wait, that's someone else
Ohh, tryna play it coy
Tryna make it disappear
But just like the battle of Troy
There's nothing subtle here
In my room there's a king size space
Bigger than it used to be
If you want you can rent that place
Call me an amenity
Even if it's in my dreams
Ooh you're taking up a fraction of my mind
Ooh every time I watch you serpentine" I sang
