The song was over and now the show was over I walked off stage and the audience left i put some gum in my mouth i turned my microphone off "you did amazing" selena says "thank you but I cried so much" i hugged her i looked over justin was there looking at me the tears came down my face i let go of selena
"you did amazing um...." he didn't know what to say "um thank you for coming but I don't think I'm going to your show" I told him i walked away "Jade wait" he said i kept walking i walked out of the arena crying and onto my tour bus
chewing my gum i took a shower and let the warm water fall down my body as i cried i washed everything and shaved under my arms and legs and down there then got out and dried off and dried my hair and changed into (pic above #1)
5 months later I'm done with the us tour now I'm on the UK tour I changed some of the outfits and some set list songs hailey and Justin are together it hurts so much. i went to Justin's show and I haven't spoken to him since I'm in Toronto performing I'm dating Cameron dallas i have been for 2 months even though I'm still
not over justin i cry myself to sleep every night i try to be strong but it hurts Yael scooter, Levi and Jagger are here tonight and so is my mom, emma, Jeremy. Jaxon and jazymn Pattie, Cameron, kendall and Kylie, Khloe, and Kourtney to support me
everyone thinks I'm over him so I don't think about him that much anymore i wrote a couple more songs i released one of them sorry (halsey) i was at my meet and greet signing autographs and taking pictures after that I got ready for the show in (pic above #2) my opening acts came on then it wss my turn let out a deep breath and faked a smile turned my mic on then was lifted up on the lift my song high enough started "WHAT'S UP TORONTO!!!" I yelled they screamed i walked towards them and started singing
"Oh
Oh
Oh
Oh
I don't like anyone better than you, it's true
I'd crawl a mile in a desolate place with the snakes, just for you
Oh, I'm an animal, hand me a tramadol, gimme the juice
You are my citadel, you are my wishing well, my baby blue, oh, oh, oh
I used to like liquor to get me inspired
But you look so beautiful, my new supplier
I used to like smoking to stop all the thinking
But I found a different buzz
The world is a curse, it'll kill if you let it
I know they got pills that can help you forget it
They bottle it, call it medicine
But I don't need drugs
'Cause I'm already high enough
You got me, you got me good
I'm already high enough
I only, I only, I only got eyes for you" i sang and dance then touched people's hands
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I was wearing (pic above #3)
I was on number ten "i have some new music for you guys tonight so this next song is called stained
"You were the one, the one that I could run to
You were the one, the one that I would beg for, no
And you were the one that made me believe that I could be better
Yeah, you were the one, the one that I would run to
Now I'm stained by you
Like a coffee ring upon this table
I'm unstable, I'm stained by you
Like a goddamn soldier that just can't forget the battle
I am stained by you
Like a coffee ring upon this table
I'm unstable, I'm stained by you
(By you, by you, oh oh)
You had a way of making me feel special, yeah
Then take it away and say I wasn't special, no
And now it's messed up
That bad kind of love is the only thing that makes me better
Yeah you had your way, I'm trying to pull myself together
'Cause now I'm stained by you
Like a coffee ring upon this table
I'm unstable, I'm stained by you
Like a goddamn soldier that just can't forget the battle
I am stained by you
Like a coffee ring upon this table
I'm unstable, I'm stained by you
(By you, by you, oh oh)" i sang I sang the rest of the song touching hands and faking a smile
