Back to me
I was laying on my stomach in pain watching a movie i forced myself up and opened the gate for Justin he pulled into the driveway and parked i closed the gate with the code I let him in we walked into the living room he set the stuff down
"you look" "don't" I told him "okay i won't" he said he handed me his hoodies in the box I gave him back "i just wanted one" i told him "I didn't know which one" he told me I grabbed the box of tampons and a hoodie then walked upstairs
i walked into my room and shut the door i changed into pic above then put Justin's hoodie on then changed my tampon and inserted a new one and then threw the garbage away wiped and stood up and flushed and pulled my underwear
and leggings up i washed my hands and walked out i put my fuzzy socks on so I was wearing (pic above #1) and walked downstairs justin was sitting on the couch and had everything neatly on the coffee table i sat down next to him he handed me my McDonald's i ate it and drank some milk shake i drank some coke and swallowed midol "justin just kill me" i looked at him "aww it's okay "i want you to keep them and your car i bought it for you" he said
"Justin no i don't want your stuff" i told him "you asked me to come over here and bring my hoodie" he said "i told you I texted the wrong person and I don't feel good i wanted your hoodie i always did" i told him
"there must be a reason I'm still in your phone as baby" he said "there has to be a reason you invited me besides selena being in new York" he said i looked at him "justin i love you but I'm not in love anymore I'm sorry" i told him
"come on lets talk about this" he whispered "justin don't do this" i told him "do what" he told me
"justin I'm finally happy without you or anyone else I am really happy and healthy and I moved on i hurt you so much and i hurt myself because of it I wanted to kill myself and you stopped me thank you but I'm done" i told him
"But what about that kiss..you can't say you didn't enjoy that...please don't do this" he grabbed my waist and pulled me closer i pushed him away
He kissed me roughly he deepened the kiss then pulled away I wrapped my arms around his neck I kissed him passionately and then deepened the kiss then pulled away
"I can't" I pushed him away
"Yes jade, You can , please I'm letting you, I'm giving you a second chance, i miss you i miss us" he begged I thought about it has been a long time since we were together i kissed him passionately then deepened the kiss then pulled away He smiled "i missed you so much" i hugged him tight "i missed you too" he hugged me we let go
I laid my head on his lap "justin my tummy hurts" I cried he put his hand on my stomach and started rubbing it
1 hour later i finished my I threw my McDonald's away I felt better i changed my tampon inserted a new one and then threw the garbage away wiped and stood up and pulled my underwear and pants up i flushed and washed
my hands and walked out "Let's go somewhere" justin says "where" i asked "i don't know" he said "Justin i look like shit and I feel like shit i don't want to go anywhere" i told him "how about starbucks" he said i walked into the closet and changed into (pic above #2) I got my mcm backpack and put a lot of stuff in it (pic above #3) I zipped it then put it on my back I walked out of the bathroom and shut the door and grabbed my phone "come on" i told him
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Walked to starbucks from the parking lot Plaza area "justin how are you" paparazzi followed us with there cameras "are you guys back together" "Are you proud of yourself
