"breath" jeremey says "don't tell me to breath" i snapped then the doctor came in and said "um do you want epidural" I nodded in pain they gave me the shot in my back then they left i got another contraction
"this is all your fault' i said in pain "my fault how is this my fault" jeremey says "because you created him and he did this to me" i said then the pain was over a little bit "FYI you're gonna pay for this" i said to justin
the doctor came in and said "lets see how far you are" and stuck this thing up my you know what i yelped she pulled it out and said "10 centimeters time to push" "i can't" i said "you have to" he said "no i can't justin i can't" i whined in pain
"here i'll hold your hand" jeremey says getting up he grabbed my other hand i put my legs up to my head and she said "okay ready one two three
Push" i did squeezing Justin and jeremey's hands tighter the doctor counted to 10 then
said breath i did and then she said "okay again one two three push" i did and she counted to ten then said breath i did and laid my head back on the
pillow then she said "again" "i can't" i said "Justin it hurts" i cried sweaty and tired of this "you have to" she said "okay ready one two three push" she said i did "we are never having sex again" i screamed in pain crying "come on baby you can do this" he said "THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT" i screamed she counted to ten then said breath i did that until she said
"one more i see the head" i did it one more time until I heard my baby boy cry Justin cut the umbillicord and then she cleaned him off and wrapped him in the blanket i laid back down and started crying justin bent down to me and
said "dont cry you did it baby you did it" quietly "never again" through tears and in pain "baby its okay you did it look" he said and looked at the baby then me "okay you did it" he said and kissed my forhead "okay" i said "do you want to hold him" the doctor says "yes" i said she
handed him to me i smiled "see you did it baby" justin said "never again" i said "can i hold her" Jeremy says "not unless you carried him inside you for 9 months and went through hours of pain" i said "smile" justin said with his phone taking a picture i smiled weekly and he took the picture "can i hold him" Jeremy says we put the diaper on him then I handed him the baby
20 minutes later
He was being passed around by everyone I fell asleep 3 hours later I woke up in the hospital bed to the baby crying "oh good your up do you want to try breastfeeding him" the doctor asks "sure" i replied she handed him the me i started breastfeeding him justin looked at me funny then he stopped watching "kendall and the gang are coming" justin says
.. the baby was done eating i lifted my gown and wrapped him in the blanket i laid him in my chest "i could do this again" i said he smiled "is that your way of telling me you what another baby in the future" he said i nodded he smiled "knock knock" Kylie says kendall her and Khloe come in "hi guys" i smiled kylie gasped he's so tiny aww" she squealed "i handed him her they all held him "hailey wants to come" kendall says "no absolutely not" justin says "no" i told her
2 days later I got ready Jaden is wearing ( pic above) his full name is Jaden Levi Bieber i got ready we get to take him home today justin took all the stuff to the car then i secured the baby in his car seat justin picked up the seat and grabbed my hand and we left the hospital
i got him out of the car seat and held him the right way and we walked into the house "welcome home baby this is where your gonna grow up" i said i gave him a tour of the house then i walked upstairs and into our room "this is mommy and daddy's room"
