13 Reasons Why Imagines

Hannah (2)

            I needed to know why. I needed to know why my older sister, Hannah Baker, would kill herself. I always looked up to her. She was herself, she had friends, she was confident in who she was, and she was my older sister, how could I not look up to her.
              I bolted after Tony. A recording of her voice went over the school. It sounded like the intro to something....maybe a record or audio. I didn't know, but I would soon.
"Tony!" I screamed, catching up to him. He only rose his eyebrows at me. "The announcement."
"It was nothing," he shrugged and turned quickly, trying to get to the car, but I side-stepped in front of him.
"No, not nothing. You know something. Don't hesitate to tell," you grumbled.
"Not here," he whispered, ushering me into the car.

"Where are you taking me?" I asked. We had been driving for an hour and he wouldn't say a word.
"Right here."
          He pulled over on the side of the street. I looked around and realized that we were in the middle of no where. Woods gaped in front of me.
"Is this some joke to you?" I snapped, suddenly angry.
              That's when I heard it. Her voice. "Hey, its Hannah Baker live and in stereo..." I looked back at Tony who had tears in his eyes. I had just then remembered he was at the crime scene too. He slumped on the ground and I sat next to him as the tape rolled.
                 Tony let me listen to one a day after school and everyday I'd cry. Then, I heard Bryce's.
"Are you okay?" Tony asked and I shook my head. I was bawling into my knees.
                   I felt arms wrap around me and Tony pulled me closer to him. I pushed myself into his chest, crying a million tears that maybe Hannah didn't. Maybe Hannah needed someone to hold her while she cried. Maybe she never cried, like she was holding it all in for the day she exploded.
Well Hannah Baker exploded my world.