An ordinary girl

chapter-1

"Life has a tendency of taking us back to the memory lane"

Sometimes sitting down at your favourite place gives you alot of time to think about all the craps you have been through and all the mistakes you have committed. And I guess for me this has become an everyday task to do. So, here I am again, sitting in my favourite chair near the window and reviving the memories which haunts me till date.

My routine is quite the same everyday wake up, get ready, have breakfast, spend some time with family, go to work, come back and than sit at your favourite spot and think endlessly and that's what I have been doing for hours.

Chain of my endless thoughts were interuppted by the ringing of my phone. "Suhana" the caller id read. She is one of those friend who listen to you without interuppting and its always good to talk to her. We have been friend since graduation and she is that support system of my life who always stand by me but you see the problem is she herself is so confused at times that it feels she is going to explode any moment, still she tries to sooth the loneliness which has burned whole's in me.

"Hey girl, wassup??" I heard Suhana's cripy voice as always.

"Nothing much, just having my alone time" I answered her while making my coffee and imagined her rolling her eyes on the other side of the phone and finally I heard her groan loudly which instantly brought a smile to my face, knowing that I know her better than anyone else and i guess this is what we call friendship.

"Sanaya you there??" her voice brought me back to the reality, "huh, sorry i missed that, repeat it again" i said feeling ashamed for zooning out.

"I said that don't tell me you were again calculating your theory of do's and don't in your mind" she said with a sigh.

"Ofcourse not, you know i am over that phase, you see, i was spending some time with my self and trying to know and love myself more" I told her with a smile though deep down I knew she would see straight through my lies.

I heard her sighing again and imagined her running hands through her hairs in attempt to pull them slightly her basic gesture when she gets frustrated, i heard her speak again" Naya( that's the nickname she has given me) no need to lie to me now, i am very well aware of your own time theory. It's high time and you need to accept the reality and live happily and you need to overcome all those long enduring pains"that's something she has always been telling me.

I thought for a while and decided its best to not get into an arguement with her atleast not right now "yeah..yeah I get it mothe, no need to go all ninja on me" i answered her with a laugh.

"No need to mock me Naya" , she grunted angrily and continued to lecture me " you do know i care for you and as your friend i have the right to question you and definitely the right to knock some sense into you"

"Ofcourse babes, i know you care for me and that's something i am very thankful for" I told her feeling slightly guilty for my behaviour.

"No need to be thankful Sanaya that's what friends are for. I am here for you always though sometimes you really mad me mad but i still love you friend" with that said i heard her laughing making me smile in return.

I love you too Suhana and i know i enjoy you to the core but i guess this is what you get for irritating me" i added with a laugh.

"Yeah and oh i forgot i have some work to finish. I will catch you later. Take care and yeah say hi to your boyfriend" and with that she disconnected the call, leaving me alone with my own thoughts. The word boyfriend repeatedly rang through my ears bringing back the memories and saying the unsaid. I did notice the sarcasm in Suhana's tone and I know the reason too but still it sometimes get hard to accept the truth. Still her tine brought back glimse of many conversations we had in the past and hitting me with the reality, a world I choosed for myself, the doom I created for myself and the possible future i have. Glancing at the clock I finally decided to give a break to all these running thoughts and pausing the endless marathon in my head and decided to call it a night.

Here we go with the first chapter😃. Like..comment.