An ordinary girl

chapter-29

"Sometimes we keep on giving each and everything to the person we love untill its late to realize that forever together and eternity is a myth"

Some situations and some people have the power to make us forget each and everything. Their presence is so strong that we even forget our very own existence and is overwhelmed by them to do anything to please them. For the past few hours I have totally forgetten the main reason for which I wanted to meet Vansh. The past hours just consisted of making love and more love. This is what he wanted to do in order to make me feel good and make me realize how much he loves me but I guess the method wasn't successful. It was partially  successful but overall it wasn't able to make me realize how much he loves me. For a time being I did forget the whole fight and the situation but as soon the magic was reduced so was the temporary love. I looked at Vansh who was fast asleep and tried to make out what is actually going on in his mind. The calmness on his face made it hard to doubt it and again I started having that war with myself whether I was right or I was overthinking each and everything.

Not wanting to go back to that memory lane again I got up and started dressing up and walked towards the kitchen and kept the leftover sandwiches in the microwave to heat. When it was done I sat down in the balcony and started eating it, trying my best to divert each and every thought. No matter how hard I tried still I wasn't able to free myself from the feeling that something bad is going to happen. As I was lost in my thoughts I heard footsteps coming my way and I knew it belonged to Vansh.

"Hey baby what are you doing" he asked while sitting on the table

"Nothing I was just hungry" I told him and offered him the sandwiches which he took happily. We sat surrounded by comfortable silence for a while which was soon interrupted by the ringing of his phone. He received the call and started talking whereas I was once again lost in my own world. Sometimes I really wonder that is it really the correct thing for me? Have I made the correct decision? The questions are too many but the answers are nil.

Once again I was brought back in reality by Vansh's word "Sanaya tell me something. That day you went to the pub with my brother and I know nothing about it?" it asked me angrily

Keeping the plate aside I answered him "yes I did went but I wasn't alone Suhana accompanied me and it was you who told your brother to call me and to meet me. You told him that you will join us too but you never came" I really don't know why he is talking about all the past affairs.

"Ok maybe I told him but wasn't it your duty to call me and inform me about it?" he said

"Maybe it was my fault that I didn't informed you but you do remember that we had a fight and your brother told me that you have said that you will be coming and that's the reason that I went" I counter back

"Stop making excuses will you. I don't know why you just can't accept your mistake" he said

Honestly I have no idea from where all this came. I remember that day. I have told Vansh one day before it that tomorrow we will be meeting and he asked me that should he come home and I told him that we will meet somewhere in public. After which he didn't replied and I took his silence positively but the very next day when we were supposed to meet things took an ugly turn. His cousin texted me and asked me what was the plan and I told him frankly that I have to meet Vansh. Then he talked with Vansh and the next thing that I knew is that Vansh and I had a fight. When I called him to confirm the program he told me that why I was being so childish and he just joined the office and wasn't able to take a leave. I was trying to make him understand that we can cancel the plan its not a big deal but he wasn't ready to listen to me and started shouting on the phone. His behaviour made me angry and I ended the call and even blocked his number.

At the moment what I wasn't able to understand was that why was he so against the idea of meeting in public. I'm not misjudging him but I'm just saying what I observed. The day before when I asked him to meet he himself suggested that he would come over but when I told him to meet in public he is saying that he will not be able to take off. After the fight I called his cousin and canceled the plan but after sometimes his cousin texted me telling me that we should go but I refused. At last he told me that Vansh has called him and told him to call me and to go ahead with the plan and he will be joining us. First I was hesitant in saying yes but then I remembered that Vansh himself told me that he trust his brother more then anyone and he himself has told me to go with him to the pub before also and that too when he himself wasn't present. Keeping this in mind and knowing that Vansh will be there too I accepted to go and I called Suhana to accompany me which she gladly did.

But on reaching the pub his cousin tried Vansh's number but it was not reachable and I was still too angry to call him. After sometime his brother asked us what we wanted and we ordered something to eat and his brother offered us drinks but we refused and I even returned back within one hour. The whole day Vansh didn't call me and later I came to know from one of my distant friend that Vansh has talked to her and told her that I was being stubborn and childish and my friend kept blaming me. I still didn't say anything to him and even told him that I went out that day but I have no idea why all of a sudden he is remembering all this and wants to have a talk about it. Looking at him I got a weird feeling in tye pit of my stomach and I knew something bad is definitely gonna happen.