Bad Blood (h.s.)

Part Fifty-Four

Part Fifty-Four

I can't remember the last time I had been completely happy with my life. I am not right now. Yes I have Harry here, but he's sleeping. Hours of sleep are in his system because of massive jet-lag and now I sit in the living room of the hotel room, sulking in my guilt. I have lost two very important people in the past month that I could have saved. My mother and my own baby.

My hand subconsciously grips the necklace Harry gave me, a beautiful yet tragic reminder of what was once had, now lost due to unknowing. I am so afraid of have any sexual relations with him anymore because I never want to go through that type of pain again. All children are beautiful, innocent. They are a gift to anyone who will receive and I lost mine. Sure, I am young but I also would have taken care of my Angelee with everything in me and love her as much as I love the curly-haired boy sleeping in the next room over.

But now, I suffer the loss of both my parents. They are gone and I have no family except for my grandmother in upper Washington and Harry, if you consider boyfriends your family. But he's different. Harry...God he just makes me feel safe. He takes care of me, watches out for me, helps me, provides me with someone who will hold me when I need to be comforted, but most importantly, he cares about me and he loves me.

Sometimes, I would sit out on the balcony, watching the sky and see it as a sign. A beautiful sunrise was to show my father was watching me and he's happy. He will always make me smile and cry happy tears because I know he was too good for this world. Only time will tell if he should have stayed longer but I know he's in the best place he could be right now, with my mom somewhere in the sky, watching over me.

Last night, watching my friends support me and comfort me in my loss, I am happy I know I have people who care and won't leave me to bare this burden on my own. They care and I couldn't ask for anything more. But when Harry called, my heart lifted even more. He is mine and I am his. We're two souls who can't leave one another's; I know it. We aren't the best couple; we didn't get the best start, but I know what we have is something I don't want to lose and I am sure Harry feels the same way.

My feet hit the floor and I walk into the bedroom, attempting to wake him up to eat something. His back is lying completely bare to me and his head lays sideways, hand clutching hold of my pillow. I crawl onto the bed and place my hand over his, the long digits soon turning and gripping my hand.

"Harry I need you to eat something," I whisper, lying onto his back and kissing up his neck.

"Five more minutes," he groans, but an undeniable smirk is plastered on his lips.

"Nope. Either you get up now or I will spank you just like your mom would do."

He chuckles into his pillow and pulls our hands to his chest. "I don't think I would take as much pleasure of being spanked by my mom as I would you."

I gently smack his arm and he laughs, letting go of my hand and flipping over to face me. I hold myself up and his hands grip my waist, his nose touching mine just at the tip. I smile down at him and close my eyes, his gentle touches soothing my tense muscles.

"Did I ever tell you that I love your eyes?" he asks, his breath fanning over my lips. My eyes reopen and I look down, shaking my head, causing Harry to smile.

"Well they are so beautiful," he says, kissing my cheek and gripping my sides tighter. His soft hands travel up my sides, me watching his expression, pure consideration in his eyes.

"Do you trust me?" he asks, my heart skipping a beat at the electrifying green of his eyes. What a beautiful man he is and I am the luckiest girl to be with him.

"Yes," I breathe, grabbing onto his shoulders, his hands traveling to them. Slowly and delicately, he laces our hands together, moving his legs. My body soon lies between his legs and I feel his feet moving towards my stomach, soon lifting my body into the air.

All my worries wash away, every single muscle relaxes, and my hands are completely held in security by his hands. My hair falls in front of me, my face framed by my dark curly locks. I can't help but let out a laugh, feeling free in the air. Harry's arms flex as he stretches, concentrating on holding me just right. Once his eyes meet mine, a smile passes on his lips and he lets out a deep breath, his strength holding me up.

"Now, you are stress-free. I could feel how tense you were Beth," he says, my hands tightening on his.

"And I thank you."

He nods and carefully lowers his legs, my stomach now on his again and his legs lying under mine. I slide my body up and Harry wraps his arms around me, tightly holding me with comfort and care. His lips press to mine and he turns us, both of us resting on our sides. One of my hands moves up and rests on his cheek, caressing the warm skin with my fingers.

Our perfect moment was soon ruined by Harry's phone buzzing. He kisses my forehead and gets up, answering his phone and turning pale.

"How the fuck do you have my number?!" he yells, my gut dropping.

"Well, I have nothing to say to you. You are a bastard who treated us like shit-"

He pauses and his anger builds, my nerves building. My body moves quickly to get out of bed, wrapping my arms around him.

"Don't interrupt me! We have nothing! You drive a fucking Cadillac and you expect me to want a relationship with a dick like you! You left our family broken dad! Gemma doesn't talk to mum and we all never want to speak to you. Ever fucking again!"

He throws his phone against the chair and wraps his arms around me tightly. One of his hands runs through my hair and I hold him tightly, knowing he will break if I don't.

"I-I want you safe. Far away from him."

I nod, saddened by his shaky voice. He's so strong and dealing with this must be really hard.

"I will always be here for you Harry. I'm not going to leave you."

My chin is gripped between his thumb and forefinger, his hand tilting my head upwards.

"I love you so much Beth. More than you can even imagine."

I smile and bring my hands up, gently wiping the few tears leaving his glossy eyes.

"You are mine Harry. I love you with everything in me and I want nothing more than to be for you and only you."

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