My First & Last

chapter 9

Jack "pov"

I missed her that was the first thing I thought of when she walked inside my office, i asked her to my PA, i need her to be with me the whole day to make sure she is okay especially when am out of the country, i know i won't be able to concrete at all if she was far from me, i know I've been away from her for years but now it's different, i couldn't meet or talk with her before because i didn't have the courage and i didn't want to turn her life upside down, but now she is in my life and i can't hold myself from wanting to be with her, from wanting to see her, kiss her, hug her to listen to her voice to her laugh, i knew this is what's going to happen if i met her and now there is nothing i could do about it, i want her so much

I hate that I had to ignore her for the last week i just I think it's for her best and well mine too, if i kept being beside her i know i will do something I'll regret and she'll hate me more than she already dose

she is in danger and if they knew she had a contact with me they would properly try to kidnap her or kill her before it's too late for them, i can't make a wrong move until i know what are they after and who's the person, at least then i will know where i could stand, the only thing that keeps them from making a move is that because they think she's weak and they could get to her whenever they want to, I will do anything to protect her and I will get her back into my arms I swear to god

She looked really pale, was she sick? I wanted to ask but she would think weird of me, I knew she didn't want to work as my PA and that's why I threaten to fire her and I knew she wouldn't want to think that she's weak, so she agreed, it's been a long time but she didn't change at all and I love that about her

After she left I was lost in my thought thinking of her yellowish hazel eyes remaindering me of caramel and those lips that I want nothing more than to just kiss and never let go

I heard my phone buzz "hello" I say once I answered the phone without looking at dialing's name

"Hey jack how are you man, are you okay I haven't heard from you the past two days" the guy on the other line said which I knew It was Chris

Chris is my best friend since i was born i think, me and rose and him were like a gang when we were little of course he was the master mind and i was the one who always get yelled at for letting them do their spanks

"Am fine, I was so caught up in work and it's only been two days not a month" I reply thinking about the anonymous poor girl that would be stuck with him for the rest of her life "Wow that was harsh, didn't you miss me baby?" he asked chuckling I know he's trying to tease me

"yeah i think am dying" I reply going on with his play "yeah yeah like I would ever believe that" he said giggling 

this man is always making jokes and loves to tease me, he is the party wild person in the group, me the serious one, demi the mature one and him the wild funny one

"is there anything new about rose? I really think you should tell her everything, and god I missed her I want to talk to her, I can't just hide and peek at her like some creep pervert" Chris says huffing

"I can't tell her yet chris you know that, she would think it's her fault that our parents died, she would crush I can't see her like that I just can't ...." I reply feeling pained at the thought of Rosie crying or blaming herself

"but it's not her fault, it's no one's you should explain everything to her, you know she would find out sooner or later and it's better if you were the one who tells her" Chris says in serious tone

I got to admit he's got a point, I know she will find everything out it's just a matter of time, I just think the more later the better

"I will think about it Chris, I have to go now, I have a meeting in less than ten minutes" I say to Chris checking my watch