My First & Last

chapter 29

           
Jack's pov

I knew something like this was going to happen, I knew the moment I agreed on talking with Nora alone
She came to me after everyone left asking If I had a moment and that she got something to say and I nodded not that I was interested no I wasn't at all actually I can't stand the girl, and like I thought she was crazy, I mean she was flirting with me eating me up with her eyes, I knew her kind and I wouldn't even take a glimpse at her if i passed by her somewhere

"I know you want me too" Nora said placing her hands on my chest and I just stiffened already hating her touch "I could introduce you to someone if you like" I replied coldly but with a fake smile, last thing I want is to make her my enemy, it's enough that she is mine
"no I want you.. I could make you so much happier" she said with seductive voice winking at me, gluing her body to mine, I removed her hands and took a step back, I know I have to play nice and cool but this is too much for me to handle, she didn't know she had no effect on me at all
"I know you just want rose for your own benefit I mean why would someone like you want someone like her!" she said like she was stating the obvious, she is such a stupid girl, if I wasn't aware of everything I would have had my doubts about what she said wanting her for my benefits, I could tell she had another plans from her mother and she's such a stupid little girl making a move on me and exposing everything so easily
"I want her because I want her" I was getting really annoyed 
"come on just let's get out of here" she said licking her lips and I had it with her she's so disgusting for my saying, four months ago I wouldn't reject her, I would have taken her back to my place and do my needs forgetting about her the next morning, but now am different I can't see myself with someone else but Rosie, god I missed her
I turned around wanting to leave, I can't take this nonsense anymore, I don't care if she's rose's cousin, she could die and I won't feel a slight of sorry for her
I felt a cold hand holding my wrist turning me around, I did turn not because she forced me only because I wanted to yell at her how could she do something like this to her own cousin and then I remembered killing her isn't nice thing to do either
Before I could open my mouth to say something her lips were already on mine, I placed both of my hands on her shoulders wanting to push her away from me but before I could do that I heard some noise and damn was I right, I knew this is going to happen I knew it was risk being alone with this crazy cousin
Rose's eyes were filled with unshead tears, red and glassy, she didn't want to look at me and I followed her wanting to clear things but she didn't even want to talk to me or to look at me, I felt hurt knowing that I hurt her so much that I caused Her pain that I made her cry and broke her heart especially in this day
I had to let her know everything it's the right time, I think!! I don't know what else to do, business deals, arrangements, contracts, heading over three hundred companies around the globe isn't something hard for me, but when it comes to rose I become helpless
I knew telling her the truth means she would see me differently, I lied to her all this time, but am sure she would understand and trust me or that's what am hoping for
I find out where she's staying the night after calling Chris knowing he already knew where she was because of Nadine, i just had to make sure she's in good hands  
It was past mid night and I couldn't close my eyes, I can't sleep when she hates me, hates me! That thought alone made me stand up and go to where she was without a second thought, I need to clear this misunderstanding tonight
Thankfully Nadine let me in without saying a word
I kept on looking at her asleep, tears still on her cheeks, I guess she just fell asleep, I didn't want to wake her, she looked really peaceful, she looked like an angel so beautiful and pure, I whipped her tears with my thump, kissed her forehead and found myself playing with her soft silky hair, I was about to inhale her neck when I felt she was walking up and confronting me with those big hazel eyes, she looked at me surprised at first and then her look changed into pain and hurt, I wanted to take her in my arms and tell her am so sorry and peg her to forgive me, I wanted to tell her that I would do anything for her to be save and to stay with me forever, but I couldn't I know it wasn't what she wanted to hear, I know she wanted a explanations from me and I will