Claimed••CAMREN (G!P)(Paused)

Twenty

"Hey, loser." Camila said, looking straight to the laptop in front of her on the bed. She was skyping with Sasha while Lauren was taking a shower.

"Hi." Sasha laughed out loud. Camila smiled.

"Just wanted to check up on you today. I had just left you at the mall alone the other day. Sorry about that, by the way. Lauren was wrecking shit, and I had to stop her." Camila laughed at the last part. Sasha chuckled.

"Ya'll should come over some time. I want to meet the girl. Shay wants to meet her too."

Camila's mouth opened a little, and she furrowed her eyebrows.

"She hasn't told you, has she?" She asked. Sasha starred at her with confusion. Lauren came out of the shower with a towel on her head. Camila didn't see her, too busy trying to find a way to tell Sasha that she and Shay...well fucked. All the time.

"Shay and I umm....we had like a thing. Not a relationship but you know what I mean..." Camila the back of her neck, awkwardly. The blonde in the screen made an 'O' shape with her mouth before speaking.

" Oh. Wow." She laughed, not surprised at the slightest.

"What?" Camila frowned, scared she had upset her friend. Sasha closed her eyes and shook her head.

"Nothing...just you haven't changed at all." She opened her eyes.

"What do you mean?" Camila asked, knowing where this was probably going.

"I mean like with you and the girls. You just have always been fucking around with girls."

Lauren shifted uncomfortably at the bathroom door.

"I don't do that shit anymore, Sash." Camila sighed. The blue eyed girl at the other end of the screen stayed silent for a few moments.

"Lauren...is she just a game, Camila?"

"A game?"

"Is she real to you? She has feelings, Camila. She could be in love with you right now and you could just be playing her."

Camila's heart leaped at the thought of Lauren being in love with her. Actually loving her. Lauren noticed how Camila only sat quiet, not trying to correct Sasha. Little did she know that the brown eyed girl was just thinking about Lauren loving her.

Sasha cleared her throat causing Camila to break out of her thoughts.

"I'm not like that anymore. I promise you. Lauren is so much more to me than just a game. She is not close at all to being a game to me, Sash."Camila's heart fluttered just at the thought of her green eyed girlfriend.

Sasha smiled at Camila's words while Lauren just starred at Camila with full adoration.

"How do you feel when you are around her?" Sasha asked Camila.

"Oh my gosh, there is so much that I feel when I'm around her. Even when I'm not around her, and I just think about her or hear her name. My heart does these flips followed by my tummy fluttering. When I'm with her, I just want to shower her with my kisses and hold her all day. I want to give her the whole world. That's not enough, though. I never get tired of her. Her green eyes are something so beautiful about her. They are just the brightest eyes ever. They could bright up a dark room as soon as she steps in there. There's not one time where I don't get lost in them and I just can't seem to find a way out. Her smile just makes me melt right there when she smiles at me. The way she looks at me just makes me want to marry her." 

Lauren gasps silently in the back. Hearing Camila say all about this about her with love just makes her want to scream "I Love You" to her. She's never heard her girlfriend talk that way. With full love and everything. She's always been the tough one and just hearing her like that made her fall deeper.

"There's times where she gets so mad at me and I just want to die because I hurt her. I just want to beg for her forgiveness."

Sasha's jaw opens in surprise, and she speaks.

"Wow, but you never care when someone is mad at you. I mean like you never try to fix it or say sorry."

"I know and that scares me. Lauren makes me do and feel things that no one has ever made me feel or do. It's like she has this power over me and like she's the only person that can see my weak and vulnerable side. She actually makes me want to try. For her. To be a better person. I don't think that I could actually live without her. I would never want her out of my life. I  want to be the person who is always here for her when she needs a shoulder to cry on. When she sees something and wants to share it to somebody so bad. The person to give her tummy rubs when she's on her period. I want to be the only one to make her laugh and love her over and over again. I don't want her to ever go through something shitty in her life. I want her to feel the same way she makes me feel. I want her to feel like she doesn't need to worry about anything when she's with me. I want her to feel loved. Basically, my whole life felt completed as soon as she was part of it. I actually have a reason to live. I want to walk around the park, holding hands and going on dates. I want to have cute kids in the future with her. Imagine cute little me's and little Lauren's running around the house."

Lauren sobbed in the back. She can't believe Camila actually feels this way.

Sasha smiles adoringly at Camila. It actually would be cute to see little Camila's and Lauren's running around.

"I want to spend my whole life with Lauren beside me. I want to grow old with her and get buried beside her when we die. I just want her more and more everyday. Nothing could change my mind about her. I'm crazy for her. I would do anything for her anytime, and I'm actually admitting this. Gosh, if Dinah was here I would never here the end of it." Camila laughed nervously and so did Sasha.

"I think you are in love, Mi. Do you think you are in love with Lauren?" Sasha asked. Camila smiled, ready to answer her when she heard a small sniff behind her. She turned around and there she was. Lauren was full out crying, kneeled on the ground. Camila quickly went up to her and helped her up.

"Kitten is so-"

"Did you really mean that?" Lauren asked, her puffy green eyes looking up at her girlfriend.

"Kitten, I meant every single word that I said." Camila said, looking Lauren straight in the eyes. Lauren could tell Camila meant everything that she said.

"D-Do you love me?" She asked, nervously. Camila smiled happily.

"Lauren, I love you with my whole life. I don't think I would want to live if you aren't in it." Camila said and watched as Lauren let out another small cry. Camila wasn't sure if she was happy or what. She started to worry when Lauren didn't say something.

"Kitten? Say something please." She frowned.

"I love you, Camila." Lauren spoke. Camila froze and looked down at her face. She opened her mouth to say something but nothing came out.

"I want you forever, Camz. You make me happy. You make me feel exactly the same as you said I make you feel. You make me laugh. You make me feel safe and special. I don't think I would get tired of that feeling. Tired of you. I can't imagine my life without you. I want you and only you." Lauren continued. Camila cupped Lauren's cheeks and attaches their soft lips together.

"I love you." Camila gasped after a few moments. Lauren smiled through her tears, and her girlfriend pulled her into a loving hug.

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A/N: well....there you go. This chapter was shitty.....Later on will be some angst.....alot. Get ready. MUAHAHAHAHAH. Lmao im sorry. I love you guys. By the way, i went to Disney World for almost 2 weeks. It was litty titty. Hope you all enjoy this chapter. Love you!!! Wait also I did not proofread..I'm sorry.

~M