Claimed••CAMREN (G!P)(Paused)

Thirty Three

Lauren felt a hard jab to her ribs, but she was still in her sleep so she paid no mind to it. That’s when she felt an even harder jab. She quickly sat up and growled when she felt the painful ache in her back.

She had slept on the floor right outside her bedroom door. Lauren looked up and saw the tired, googly face staring at her.

“Wake up.” Camila husked. Lauren stood up and rubbed her hip. She turned to look at Camila with a questioning look.

“Did you sleep last night?” Lauren’s tired voice asked. Her concerned questions already kicking it so early in the morning.

“Yep.” Camila lied. Lauren knew she hadn’t. Camila sighed and walked away, rubbing her eyes. Lauren followed her and touched her arm. The brown eyed girl snatched her arm away quickly and continued to walk downstairs.

Lauren flinched and backed away, looking down and then quickly following.

“How are you feeling?” She asked to try and change the mood, knowing it was a lost cause.. Camila rolled her eyes and sat down on the couch.

“Don’t you have friends to hang out with or something? Is this all you do all day?”

Lauren bit her lip before answering.

“I’d spend my days with you, Camila. I do have friends, I’d just choose to hang out with you instead.”

Camila tried not to groan, but it still came out of her.

“Can you just try for me? I’m tired of this. I miss you, Camila. Just fucking try to remember what we had and the things we did.” Lauren stood in front of her and got her attention.

The brown haired girl stood up and pushed past Lauren and into the hallway. The green eyed girl growled and followed her closely.

"Remember you told Sasha you wanted to marry me?! Or was that all just a fucking lie, Camila?!"

"Do you actually remember and you're only pretending because you don't love me anymore!?" Lauren continued. She just let the words come out on their own. She wasn't aware of the things she was saying. Camila didn't say anything, but she was listening.

“Are you fucking listening to me, Karla?!” Lauren screamed. Camila froze and turned around quickly. Her eyes were on fire and she took dangerous steps towards the other girl. Lauren’s eyes widened and she backed up against the wall.

“What the fuck did you just call me?!” The brunette lost control as she flashbacked to her abusive past with her father. That name didn’t really get to her this bad. It was just the way Lauren used it that reminded her of her past.

“I-I’m sorr-”

“Don’t fucking call me that.” Camila said, as she got closer to Lauren to the point their bodies were touching.

“I’m sorry. I-I just want y-you back.” Lauren squeaked, her voice betraying her. Camila didn’t say anything but look right into her girlfriend’s glowing eyes.

“I miss the things we did.” Lauren continued. She saw as Camila looked down at her lips and her heart stopped.

"I miss yo-"

As unexpected, Camila crashed her lips into Lauren’s, catching her out of breath. She pushed their bodies together and made sure there was no way Lauren could get out.

This is what Lauren wanted. What she kept begging for . Her hand trailed down to Lauren’s thigh.

“Camz.” Lauren moaned. Her own moan snapped her back to reality.

This isn’t how she wants Camila. Not this way. This won’t help anything. It won't help get Camila back.

Lauren tried to push her girlfriend back, but she wouldn’t budge.

“Camz.” She tried, but the said girl’s mouth was still pressed firmly against her owns.

The green eyed girl felt as Camila’s hand moved farther in, causing her to jump slightly. Camila’s mouth trailed down to Lauren's neck, sucking at her pulse point.

“Camila, stop.”

Lauren tried many times and it was no use. She could feel the hot tears spilling onto her cheeks.

“Camila, please.” Her voice gave out as she started crying harder. Camila froze and quickly pulled away.

“Fuck.” She cursed at herself.

“I-” Camila began but nothing came out. She saw as Lauren hid her face behind her hands, embarassed and ashamed. The brown eyed girl took a deep breath in and walked away, leaving the shooken girl crying again for the hundredth time in the past couple hours.

Lauren looked up to find Camila and she slid down the wall slowly. Her heart was beating fast and she couldn’t catch up her breathing. It’s all just too much for her.

Camila walked to the tiny bar in her house and she grabbed a beer. She didn’t think twice before opening it and chugging away. She had no clue what was going on. Why did she have to lose her memory?

Maybe she really is in love with the small, emerald eyed girl. Or was.

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A/N: I'm alive. I'm sorry, I have not been well for a while. Still not but it's okay. I work 24/7 and hardly ever get to do anything anymore. But I've been wanting to get back on to it on Wattpad because i loved it. So maybe i'll start publishing soon. Again, I'm sorry. Also I didn't put my all in this chapter so i as well apologize for  that.

P.S. Have you guys ever wondered how i look? Just a curious question.