Claimed••CAMREN (G!P)(Paused)

Forty Two

A few hours later after picking up the mess, Camila was getting ready for bed. She had small cuts on the palm of her hand, and her girlfriend wanted to make sure that she sanitize them.

Lauren had rushed downstairs after hearing the loud crash and shook her head in disappointment when she saw Camila's mess. It worried her how violent her girlfriend would get.

She was currently sitting on the sink in the bathroom, cleaning her girlfriend's cuts. Camila watched Lauren's face as her nose scrunched up in concentration. She was so beautiful, Camila thought.

"You have to stop doing this to yourself." Lauren glanced up at her girlfriend and then back to her hand.

Camila bit down on her bottom lip and kept quiet. She didn't want to say anything that would probably further upset her green eyed girl. She watched as Lauren put on the last bandaid and looked into Camila's eyes.

Just as the doe eyed girl was about to thank her, she watched as the other girl started placing down small kisses onto each cut. Her glowing eyes not leaving Camila's.

Camila's heart softened at the sight. She moved to stand in between Lauren's legs. Lauren stopped her movements when she saw Camila bend down to place a kiss on her yellow cast, carefully.

She gave her a loving smile before leaning in and attaching their soft lips. Camila sighed against the flushed lips, wrapping her arms around the younger girl's waist and pulling her in closer.

When they both pull away to catch their breaths, Camila reaches up to caress Lauren's cheek.

"I'm sorry I haven't been great to you and I hurt you al-"

Lauren didn't let her finish her sentence and claimed Camila's lips once again, desperatlely. As much as she loved her girlfriend, she didn't want to hear her sorry apologies anymore.

She loved Camila with all her heart, but she had heard those two words come out of the brunette's mouth more than she would like to admit. It was hard for her to believe them, so she promised herself to always ignore or cut off when Camila would try to say sorry.

Lauren deepened the kiss and wrapped her pale legs around the girl's waist. Camila was not going to lie, she was a bit thrown off, but she wasn't going to question it.

She hoisted Lauren up and grabbed onto her ass, so she wouldn't drop her. She walked to her bed, their mouths still latched onto each other.

Camila reached her bed and threw Lauren onto the bed. Lauren squeeled and bit her lip, seductively, when she saw Camila crawling to her.

"I've missed you so goddamn much." Camila growled. Lauren shut her up with a kiss and felt herself getting pushed back, gently.

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Lauren ignored the ''I love you" that came out of her girlfriend's mouth when they got done. She knew Camila was waiting for her to say it back so she quickly shut her eyes and pretended that she had already fallen asleep. She didn't know why she didn't feel the urge to tell her. Usually, the green eyed girl would remind her every second that she got, so Camila wouldn't forget just how much she was loved. She just didn't feel like that anymore. She didn't know why.

Camila gave her a peck on the cheek before covering their naked bodies and turning the lamp off.

Lauren waited a few minutes to peek open an eye, her eye adjusting to the dark. She opened the other eye and listened for Camila's slow breathing. When she assured herself that her girlfriend was asleep, she carefully twisted around to face her.

The brown eyed girl looked so peaceful as she slept. She didn't have that permanent scowl on her face when she was sleeping. She was even more beautiful, Lauren thought. She reached out to brush the bangs off of her forehead, exposing the tiny mole at the top of her hairline. Lauren giggled to herself before sighing and retrieving her hand back.

She didn't know love would be this painful and complicated. It was never like that with Lucy. Lauren couldn't help but question if she was ever really in love with the girl. She enjoyed her company, and she thought she was funny. She thought she was absolutely gorgeous and kind. Yet, she never felt the electricity that she felt with the sleeping girl next to her.

It was funny, actually. Any girl or guy would die to have Lucy. She was the girlfriend anyone wished for, but Lauren wasn't in love with her. Instead, she was in love with the angry girl who had happened to kidnap her and take her away from practically everything and everyone that was involved in her life. The same girl who ripped people's hearts and liked to watch them struggle to breath. The same girl who slapped her in the face and slurred curse words at her in the middle of the night. The same girl who had a whole room filled with stalky pictures of her. The same girl that killed her own father because she was hurting. The same girl who stole her heart and kept it but dropped it a few times on the way.

Lauren was just completely in love with a broken girl. A girl who was angry at the world and just needed someone to help her seek out the beauty of it. The beauty of her.

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A/N: super super short/sucky chapter but hope you enjoy :) I will be updating again soon.

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