Claimed••CAMREN (G!P)(Paused)

Thirty Eight

"Are you sure about this, Laur?" Normani looked into her best friends eyes for confirmation. Lauren bit her bottom lip before nodding slowly.

Normani sighed and gave her her last bag of clothes.

"Wait, how's Dinah doing?" Lauren asked before leaving. The tall girl had taken Camila's news bad and had gone out to visit her family for a while.

"She will be okay. Now go help Camila." Normani kissed Lauren's forehead and left her. The green eyed girl took a deep breath and walked towards Camila's famous Range Rover.

"Ready?" Camila smiled. Lauren nodded and got in the car, Camila opening the door for her.

The ride home was silent. Lauren just needed to think about what she had to do now. She didn't know where she stood with Camila and it was killing her.

The brown eyed girl did say that she missed her and couldn't live without her, so did that mean she still loved her?

Lauren closed her eyes and shook her head. She needed to know.

"Do you still love me?" She asked, not daring to look at Camila in fear that she'd react badly.

Camila didn't answer her though, and Lauren broke silently. She feels stupid for thinking she might actually still love her.

When they got to the huge mansion, Lauren smiled and closed her eyes. She missed this place. And the dogs.

The German Shepherds came out to greet her, and Lauren kneeled down to cuddle them.

"I can't remember, but I know I do." Camila's voice startled Lauren, causing her to jump. Lauren raised an eyebrow and turned around.

"I do love you, Lauren. I can feel it. I just know I do. The feelings are there but the memories are not. I was just stubborn and very mean, I..I don't know why." Camila looked down. She sounded weak and vulnerable, she hated it.

"Camz, that's all I've wanted to hear."

Camila looked up to be met with glassy emerald eyes. Lauren cupped Camila's cheek and leaned in to capture her lips.

Camila's heart sped up and she pulled Lauren in more by her hips because she wanted more. She knew she missed the taste of Lauren's lips. This was the real proper kiss she had been waiting for.

They pulled away from the kiss, both girls panting hard. Lauren saw the huge smile on Camila's face, and she laughed quietly and went up to embrace her.

*****

Lauren knew it had been too easy to just go back running to Camila, so when the chocolate eyed girl yelled at her for taking away her beers, Lauren was not surprised.

"Camila, you asked for help and so I am helping you." Lauren sighed and picked up more empty bottles from the counter. Camila shut her eyes and rubbed her forehead.

"I-I know. Sorry. Fuck. I know. It's just hard." Camila sat down and Lauren walked up to her. The green eyed Cuban wrapped her arms around her girlfriend's waist and pulled Camila's head to her chest.

"Shh. It's okay. You'll get the help you need and I'll be right by your side the whole time."

"Kitten, I don't think I've apologized enough for what I did but, I just don't think sorry cuts it." Camila pulled back and looked into the glowing, green eyes.

"We have bigger things to worry about now, Camz. We can talk about this some other time." Lauren knew it was too dangerous and that they had to talk about it now, but she really wanted to help the struggling brown eyed girl first.

Camila sighed and leaned her head onto Lauren's chest, trying to rid of the headache she had.

Lauren pulled out her phone and searched up what she was looking for. She made an appointment at the earliest time and quickly turned off her phone.

That night, Lauren couldn't sleep. This wasn't the first time. Ever since she came back to Camila, she was having trouble falling asleep. Nothing really seemed real at the moment. Everything had gone by so fast it was a blur.

Lauren unwrapped Camila's arms from her waist and sat up from the bed. She walked downstairs to grab herself a glass of water. All she could think about was the day of Camila's soccer game.

The way Camila and Ariana were touching each other and getting too close. The kiss was what really upset Lauren, when she thought back to that day.

It had been bugging her ever since, she had to do something about it. But first she had to get Camila to her first appointment.

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"Eva Young." A short blonde called out, looking down at her clipboard and back up at the people in the waiting room.

Lauren nudged Camila to get up. When Camila stood up to walk, she turned back around to wait for Lauren to get up, but her girlfriend just sighed and shook her head.

Camila's eyes were begging her, but the green eyed girl had to look away.

"Miss Young?" The short lady called out to Camila. The brunette turned around and walked her way, trying not to get too close.

"Hello, my name is Dr. Hernandez. I heard you were having a couple of problems. For now, let's just get to know each other. So your name is Eva?"

Camila stared straight into the lady's eyes and didn't answer.

"Okay so Eva, tell me about yourself. Any boyfriends or anyone out there that catches your eye?" Dr. Hernandez winks at her playfully.

Camila groaned and leaned back on the couch.

This was going to be a long session.

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A/N: i missed you