It's My Life.

Its My Life : Chapter 23

"Get Off!" I Said As I Stumbled Across The Corridor. All The Pain Inside Me Suddenly Gushed To My Head. My Legs Shut Down And I Fell To The Ground. I Wept As He Let Go Of My Hair And Stooped Down To My Level.

"Wagwarn Baby Girl. Me Neva Seen Yuh Since Yuh Was 'Bout... 10 Yeer Ol'. Yuh Grown Into Wun Sexi Gyal!" He Licked His Lips, While Staring At Me All Over.

"Where's My Mum?" I Was So Scared I Felt Dizzy. This Was The Man That Made The First Ten Years Of My Life Hell. How Did He Find Us?

"Don't Worry 'Bout Dhat. We Got Sum Catchin' Up To Do" The Same Perverted Smile Spread Across His Face. I Struggled Getting Free As He Grabbed My Hair Again And Led Me Up The Stairs.

"P-Please Leave Me Alone... I'm Sorry!" I Cried, Even Though I Had No Reason To Apologise. He Aired Me So I Punched Him In The Back... Big Mistake! He Turned Round And Backhanded Me Which Sent Me Stumbling Backwards A Bit. I Doubled Up And Slapped My Hands To My Cheek.

"Listen 'Ere Pickney! Just 'Cause Meh Tink Yuh Nice, Don't Tink Seh Mi Nah Go Buss Yuh Rass!" He Took Hold Of My Hair Once Again And Dragged Me Into My Room. As He Did This I Heard Crying Coming From My Mum's Room.

"Ferlishaa! Is That You?" I Heard The Voice Say. It Was My Mums's Voice. I Yanked His Hands Out My Head, It Hurt Quite Alot Cause Some Hair Came Out With It. I Buss Open My Mums Room To Find Her In A Corner, Naked And Tied Up With Deep Cuts All Over Her Body.

"MUM!" I Screamed As I Ran Across The Room. I Hugged Her So Tight, I Knew She Would Have Done The Same But The Wire Was Tied Round Her Wrists And Ankles Really Close To Her Skin. Every Move She Made Would Make The Cuts Grow A Little More Deeper. There Were Sores From Where She Had Already Tried To Get Free. The Other Wounds Were So Unsightly I Turned My Head Away For A Second. I Turned Back And Kissed Her Face And Hugged Her Some More. I Didn't Realise My Dad Come

In The Room. He Threw Me Across The Room And Punched My Right In My Pussy. I Yelled Out In Pain.

"Marcus... Lef Her Nuh! Ah Weh She Duh Too Yuh!?" She Sounded So Poorly. Her Voice Was All Croaky And Quiet.

"Shut Yah Mout' Nah Gyal!" He Fired Back, Dashing Something At Her, But I Didn't See What. Whatever It Was, It Must Of Hurt Cause Her Head Instantly Fell To The Floor. He Pulled Me To My Feet And Pushed Me Out The Room. After Shutting My Mum's Room, He Kicked Me Into My Room. I Fell To The Floor And Continued To Cry. He Locked The Door And Put The Key In His Pocket, Then Walked Over To My Bed And Sat On The Edge. His Smiled Had Gone, He Was Confused.

"Weh Yuh Brudda Deh?" He Dragged Me Towards Him By My Shoe, I Was Sitting Right In Front Of Him Now. I Cried Harder At The Thought Of Dee.

"He..." I Stammered "He's Dead." I Looked Up At Him To See His Reaction. He Actually Looked Remorseful For A Second But Then It Faded. He Lifted Me Onto The Bed And Go Ontop Of Me.

"Yuh A Virgin Still?" He Asked. I Didn't Answer, I Was Too Busy Trying To Get His Hands Away From The Zipper On My Shorts (I Was Wearing The Same Clothes That I Had On From The Attack).

Out Of No Where He Boxed Me In My Face. The Pain Flew Through My Face And Into My Jawbone. It Spread Through The Rest Of My Skull. Ow?

"Piss Me Off One More Time And See If Meh Don't Rip Off Yuh Titty Dem." He Came Closer To My Face And Tryed To Kiss My Forehead. I Spat In His Face And Smiled. He Screwed Me Then That SAME Pereverted Smile Spread Across His Face. He Ripped My Top Off And Wiped His Face With It Before Throwing It Across The Room. I Began Panicking So Much, I Couldn't Think Of A Way Out.

"Where Have You Been All These Years, DAD" I Stressed Dad, Maybe I'd Be Able To Make Him Trust Me. That's When I'd Make A Run For It. He Laughed.

"Yuh Miss Me?" He Grabbed Hold Of My Waist And Stared Deep Into My Eyes; Almost Like He Loved Me :S. I Nodded And Took Of His Shirt; Dont Get It Twisted, I Wasn't ON IT! I Was Trying To Fake Being Seductive And Shit. I Almost Gagged At The Sight Of His Pot Belly, It Was Covered In Hair x] I Fake Smiled.

"You Haven't Changed Much..." I Was Making Some Dead Conversation But My Plan Would Soon Come Together.

He Ignored Even Replying And Bend Down Over My Stomach. He Kissed Me From My Belly Button To My Neck.

"MM.." I Was Trying So Hard Not To Punch This Muthafuckerrr Of Of Me, I Needed To Gain His Trust; Which I Would Shove Right Up His Big Nose Once I Had The Chance.

"I've Missed You Baby" He Said And Other Shit That I Had No Reason To Pay Attention To. :/

"Ah.. I Need To Go To The Toilet Quickly" I Couldn't Take It Any More; His Breath Smelt Like Feet. I Pulled Him Off Me And Slyly Took The Key Out His Pocket. I Jumped Over To The Door.

"Don't Teck Too Lang Yuh Nah!" He Moaned And Lay On His Back. A Huge Grin Slyly Spread Across My Face As I Unlocked The Door. I Opened It And Half Shut It Behind Me Before Saying My Last Words Him.

"Shit Man, I'm Your Daughter. You Fink I'm That Dumb To Come Back!" I Laughed As I Quickly Slammed The Door Shut And Locked It. I Ran Into The Bathroom And Threw The Key Out The Window. I Heard Banging On The Door As I Walked Past My Room Again. I Didn't Waste Any Time, I Ran Across The Hall Way To My Mums Room. She Was Laying There Still On The Floor.

"Mum... MUM! We Need To Get Out Quick!" I Shook Her And She Slowly Sat Up. It Pained Me To See Her Looking So Feeble. I Ran To Her Wardrobe And Picked Out Some Underwear, Jeans And A Long Sleeved Top To Cover Up All These Scars. I Went Back Over To Her And Undid The Wire Quickly And Carefully, Although I Cut Myself In The Process. I Dressed Her And We Stumbled Down The Stairs Together. I Managed To Slip Her Shoes On In Time... I Felt The Vibrations Erupt The Whole House As My Bedroom Door Collapsed Onto The Floor. I Didn't Even Need To Think Twice About What To Do. I Grabbed My Mum's Arm And Ran To The Front Door And Unlocked It. Although He Was Old, He Was Still Hench. I Should Have Realized He Would Buss Open The Door In No Time. We Dashed Down The Road To The Nearby Mini-Cab Service, Not Looking Back Once.

When We Got There My Mum Had No Idea Who To Go To, Then She Said She Had Recently Got In Touch With An Old Friend, We Should Go There. We Got Into The Cab And My Mum Gave The Driver The Address. I Felt So Safe In The Walls Of This Car, That Is Until We Neared Our House Again. Mum And I Ducked Down Onto The Car Seats So That He Wouldn't See Us If He Happened To Still Be Around Here. Only When We Were SURE We Were Far Away From The Area Did We Dare Lift Our Heads. When I Did, I Realised My Surroundind Were Changed Completly. It Was A Posh Area. The Trees Were Lined Up In Perfect Rows On Either Side Off The Roads, Every House Looked Identical. This "Land" Was Almost Perfect. This Place Seemed So Familiar, But I Couldn't Place A Name On It. I Drifted Off To Sleep In My Mum's Lap.

I Only Slept For Like 10 Minutes Due To Our Journey Coming To An End. I Got Out The Car And Stepped Foor Onto An Extraordinary Street. As Before, Every House Was Identical Except For Hanging Flower Baskets Scattered In The Majority Of Houses And The Bins In Different Locations. I Remebered Being Here Before, Not Too Long Ago Though. Maybe 3, 4 Years? Mum Used That Tougue Of Her's To Persuade The Driver To Let Her Off, Claiming She Would "Pay Them Back Tommorrow". I Don't Even Know How She Does It, What Taxi Driver Would Do That?! As The Driver Sped Away Mum Walked Up To A House, Number 14. Something About That Number Rang A Bell. Mum Buzzed The Door Bell And Stood Back. The Door Later Opened And Stood There Was A Boy Round My Age. Jet Black, Cooli Cainrows Down His Back, Volumptious Caramel Skin And A Familiar Grin.

"Warren, You've Grown So Much!" My Mum Stepped Closer And They Embraced For A Milli-Second Before Pulling Away. My Mum's Face Was Screwed Up When She Let Go, Her Body Must Have Been Aching.

"Well Say Hello They, Yuh Love Act Like Yuh No Know People Eeh" My Mum Said As Warren Stepped Aside, Indicating For Us To Come Inside. Mum Stepped In Leaving Me To Follow. I Was About To Pass Him When He Lifted His Arm Up And Rested His Hand On The Wall, Blocking My Way. I Knew Why He Did This; I Hadn't Greet-ed Him.To Be Honest, I Wasn't In No Mood To Befriend Him Right Now.

"What?" I Huffed.

"Umm.. "Hello Warren"?" He Stared At Me, Almost Gobsmacked I Hadn't Said Hi. Why Do Boys Always Get Vex Over Stuff Like That?

"Hi..." I Leaned Against The Wall. He Cut His Eye And Led Me Upstairs. Then And There. It Hit Me. All The Time I'd Spent With Him Was Finally Coming Back To Me. Childhood; That Thing I Wished Never Ended.