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everyday it was another scene, another situation, with the same exact plot, but a different ending. tyler didn't know why he hoped maybe one day the scenes would change, and the ending would fit the change in the same story, but it never did.
it was the same look of misery on his face every day, the same heartbreak destroying him without a single notice from the other, and the same thoughts running through his head.
tyler couldn't catch a break and he didn't really know why.
after taking care of the blond after he drank more alcohol than a person should drank, and was given some type of drug that messed up his head, the blond just left to go to a friend's house saying that he wouldn't be home until the next day. tyler hoped that maybe after doing something so nice and taking care of joshua like the good friend he was, maybe they could do something together. josh wasn't working, and tyler had no plans, but he denied and said he had other things to do.
if that didn't hurt the brunet, he didn't know what else did.
"if i had a quarter for every time he hurt you, i'd be rich by now." melanie said as she drank a cold caprisun she found in the fridge.
tyler sighed and gave a small giggle. "yeah, me too." he answered, his hands dancing along the crayons that had been spread out across the table.
this was a normal occurrence for the brunet, usually when he was in pain emotionally, he'd slip into a much more calmer headspace where he could be happy without a worry. it wasn't so much of a little headspace, as he was well aware of the situations around him, he could hold adult conversations just fine, and he didn't count on anyone to take care of him... it was just a coping mechanism for when things got hard and he needed a break.
the only things he did during the headspace was drink juice, color, and watch cartoons.
"you should really get out of this place babe, it's not healthy for you. this happens to you every single time, and i'm tired of seeing you hurt." she said while picking up a pastel pink crayon and outlining the edge of a cartoon pig.
"i know mel, but i just can't... i really really can't." he pouted while melanie sighed.
she wasn't going to give up on getting tyler out of the apartment, but until then, she wasn't going to force him.
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unedited. another filler because like i said last a/n, i'm currently working on something so, i've been a bit busy ! forgive me :(
also i hope you could understand where i'm coming from with tyler's headspace ! i don't want him to be a little but the headspace i envisioned is close to a little headspace even though, that's not what it is ! i hope it makes sense and isn't offensive, if it is i'll gladly change it just let me know :)
