SWASAN: ONLY FOR YOU [completed]

SWASAN: ONLY FOR YOU [EPISODE-53]

SWASAN: ONLY FOR YOU [EPI-53]

swasan were left in the room. sanskar was still standing near the door.

swara- sanskar why you did this.

sanskar- i already told you the reason.

swara- sanskar [teary eyes] i .....[started crying and turned other side]

sanskar got worried and came to her. he cupped her face but swara cried and did not look at him.

sanskar- swara please don't cry. look at me. i am sorry. please don't cry.

sanskar hugged her and she just cried.

sanskar- swara please stop crying. [tears welled up in his eyes] i can't see tears in your eyes.

swara- sanskar............ you should control.........your anger. i know what you did was for me and swayyam.............but this is not the way.

sanskar- swara they deserved more than this. i stopped because of you otherwise i would have shown them what pain means.

swara- [angrily pushed him] i don't want that. you don't realise but your anger is killing. till you beat the goons it was all fine as you had no emotions for them but i know the trauma you went through while punishing bhabhi. you wanted to punish them but why the hell are you punishing yourself.

sanskar- swara it's nothing like that. i am satisfied to punish those people who were cause of your and swayyam's pain and fear.

swara- sanskar i understand you more than u urself. i know you are satisfied to punish them but i also know that what you have been through to punish bhabhi.

sanskar- she is not any one to me.

swara- but she once was and that's what was troubling u. that's why u came here now and not with swayyam.

sanskar did not say anything.

swara- sanskar i am happy that you punished them. but what i want to say is i don't want the happiness which compromises with your peace. i am scared of your anger. this much of anger is not good for you. you were about to kill them if i wouldn't have stopped you. have you ever thought what would have happened with you if they died. what would have i do with the happiness which i will get by losing you. sanskar they were jailed and that was their punishment. i don't want you to dirty your hand. please understand.

sanskar- i understand that i should control my anger but just answer me one thing. what would you have done if i were at your place and you were told that i am no more.

swara- sanskar

sanskar- [slightly smiled] you don't like me telling about death even and i just experienced the moment where i just lost you. [teary eyed] you don't know that moment ..it was just.....i can't say in words because that pain is indescribable. yesterday night when you were horrified with that dream of kidnapping incident, seeing fear in your eyes, i felt someone snatched my soul from me. in your eyes i just want to see the glow of happiness but every time i see pain, sorrow, tears, and fear in your eyes, it becomes unbearable for me. i can't tolerate it swara. i just can't.

sanskar- yesterday when swayyam was looking at the ot door continuously, you don't know how i felt. being his father i could not protect him and keep him away from the eyes of evils. i could not prevent these things from happening. you are right that i was thinking about what i did with that lady [parineeta]. but trust me i am not at all thinking about her now. i am happy to see swayyam fearless again. he is happy. i am satisfied that i punished them. [in rage] and if i could i would have punished them more. no punishment is enough for the crime they did. even if i reached, you are in this condition, the thought that what would have happened if i would have been more late than i was, that thought even feels to me as death.