The Force Between Us // Kylo Ren

Chapter XV

I TRY TO PUSH MYSELF out of FN2187's arms before Kylo got the wrong idea. But it was to late because instantly the trooper and I  are separated  by an unseen force and slammed against opposite walls of the corridor. The hit knocks the breath out of me and I try to stand up but my leg won't support me anymore so I fall back down. I look towards the storm trooper who was so kind to me and I see him go limp. I look to Kylo as his eyes bore into mine and he yells, "What is this?!" He looks to me for an answer as jealous drips from his mouth.
   "Wait... Kylo pleases its... its not want it seems..." I stammer trying to control how frightened I am.
    "Oh don't tell me that nonsense! I know what I saw!" With anger fuming his actions I see him ignite his lightsaber and prowl towards the storm trooper. I start to panic as I feel confusion and frustration start to boil within me. "Please Kylo you have to understand. It was nothing he was just trying to show me where the training room is! Please believe me. Stop Kylo don't hurt him!" Hot tears start falling from my eyes as the creature gets closer to my only friend in the god forsaken place. I feel that if this trooper dies it will be because of me he didn't do anything wrong. It was all my fault.
    I try to stand up again and I brace my self against the wall. I try one last time to stop Kylo's advance and I know what I do next will will probably get me in serious trouble but I couldn't stand FN2187's blood on my hands.
    I thrust out my hand trying to use the Force to stop Kylo from moving but the anger rolling off Kylo is too strong. "Stop Kylo please!" I feel as if I am about to explode as all of my pain and frustration comes out me when I yell, "STOP!"  Kylo suddenly stops. He tries to move but something holds him back. His head snaps towards me because he knows I did this to him. Kylo breaks free from my grasp because I am still not stronger then him. And he forgets about the storm trooper. He then advances towards me like a predator stalking his prey. When he reaches me I stare at him defiantly and even though I should be afraid I felt calm. He grabs my fore arm roughly and starts to drag me down the hall. But i don't mind because at the moment when I let my pain and anger control me, the battle between light and dark within me started to show a clear victory. And I was not ashamed to say that I was turning to the dark side.
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I stumble behind Kylo as he dragged me down the halls. I tried to tell him to slow down and that my leg is not properly healed but he ignore me and keeps walking. I start to wonder where he is taking me but then we turn down a familiar hallway and I know he is taking me back to my room. I don't argue when he throws me into the room but when he turns to leave i feel something stir in me and I reach out grabbing his hand.
    He whips around staring at me with anger but he doesn't shake my hand out of his. I take that as a good sign, "Please Kylo you have to listen. What you saw back there was nothing. He is just a friend."
    "I may not have any friends but I know that friends don't hold each other that way." I feel envy and jealousy radiate off him.
    " What do you mean you don't have friends. You are the commander of the First Order someone here must look up and admire you."
    "How can you say that? Who on this ship would want to be friends with a murderer who has anger issue? I mean just listen to what you are saying and you know it is a lie. " he replies back. Even though he as his mask in I can still her a hint of sadness in his words.
    "I know at least one person on this ship that admires you." I whisper almost hoping he can't hear me. I look down at my feet as I feel myself blushing. Why are you blushing?! You shouldn't being feeling this way. You even heard him say it himself. He is a murderer. My brain tries to tell me this but I stop listening to it and start listening to my heart and it says. Look at him. He is lonely and just as confused as you are. Sure he killed innocent people but there are always second chances and people can change.
      The next thing Kylo does surprises me. He lets go of my hand and lifts his hands towards his helmet. I hear a hissing and a click as the helmets is pulled off his head. "You really admire me?" When I hear his deep voice it sends my heart in a whirl wind. I smiling trying not to show how nervous I am. I don't have to say anything in response because the next thing I do answers it.
    I stand up on my tippy toes and lean into him kissing him on his lips. What I did must have surprised him as much as it surprised me because he just stands there staring at me. I start to feel the heat rush to my cheeks and I am about to step away because I felt as if I did something wrong when suddenly Kylo steps forward and grabs my waist pulling me in closer to him. The door closes behind us as we both start kissing each other. Our mouths collide knowing if we separate this moment will be over and we will have to go back to reality. So we keep kissing as I feel his fingers run up and down my back. He roughly pushes me against the wall and I almost wince on impacted but he deepens the kiss and I quickly forget the pain.
   All of my feeling seems to melt and slip away as I feel sparks dance across our lips. The strange pull I felt between us seems to grow stronger and our bodies can't seem to pull away from each other. I feel him lay a trail of kisses from my collar bone to my jaw as I tangle my hands in his hair. I moan and I feel him smile against me skin. I then whisper into his ear, "Kylo,  I pled myself to the dark side and most importantly I pled myself to you." When this promise leaves my lips I feel him pull away. He places his hand on the wall straddling my body and he stares at me. I see confliction dance across his eyes and he abruptly pushes himself away from me grabbing his helmet and makes his way to the door. Just as he is about to leave he stops hesitating and then says, "I am sorry but this... this can't happen." My heart breaks when I hear him say this and I watch as he walks away. 

Can I just say Kylo is one conflicted man. But you got to love him.

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