Roe is an orphan left in the care of the Resistance. As she grows she becomes one of the best pilots the Resistance has. However when the First Order attacks Kashyyyk, a peaceful planet that is allies with the Resistance, the Resistance is forced to...
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WHEN I WAKE UP I am confused at where I am. I use my arms to prop myself up but I wince as I look at my shoulder. A wad of gauze is raped around it and the memory of the storm trooper shooting me comes to mind. I lay back down as the springs from the bed bounce as I make impact. I let out a big sigh as I run my hands through my hair. Why is it always me who gets shot. I mean I am not a sissy and I don't complain. I hate being so helpless. I begin to grow tired as the silky sheets are soft to the touch and make me want to sleep. My eyes start to close as I think Man the med wing got a lot more comfier bed then when I was last here. My eyes shoot wide open as I finally realize that I am not in the sterile white med room but a more homier room of all black. I observe that this room is a lot bigger then mine and the bed is huge compared to the single bed I have. Not to mention it has silk sheets and a black fluffy throw blanket that I quickly grab and rap around myself. I shake the covers off and and rap myself tighter trying to extract the warmth of the blanket. I pace around the room confused at where I am and why I would be here. The last thing I remember was lying on the sand and Kylo picking me up. I sit down on the bed again trying to get my bearings right. I notice three doors. One I can obviously see is the exit door so I walk over to it. To my surprise it opens. I stick my head out as I peer around. I don't know what hall I am in and I know that I will get lost in the endless maze of hallways so I sneak back into the room. The next door I open up leads into a bathroom that has a shower, toilet, and a huge tub. I take note of this room as I feel the grimy sand stuck in my hair and clothes. I try the last door and to my disappointment it is locked. I stand in the middle of the room not sure of what to do. I run my hand through my hair again and I can feel the grease and dirt so I decided that if I am going to be here I might as well take a shower. I walk in the bathroom as I turn on the shower. I don't get in until the whole room is full of steam and I am about to strip my clothes off when I think. What am I going to wear after I get out. I don't want to have to walk back into that room nude to try and find something to wear. I slide my pants back on as I step out of the bathroom and walk to the closet. The moment I swing open the doors my eyes lock on one of the most gorgeous things I have ever seen. I take it off the hanger and race to the bath room to take a fast shower and try it on. I have a hard time taking off my shirt because of the bulky arm bandage and I decided that it had enough time to heal so I gentle peel it off. My shoulder is red but the wound healed fast because the blast only skimmed my flesh. But when the water hits the wound a searing pain runs through me. I withstand the pain though and wait until I become used to it. I take longer in the shower then I thought I would. I was so excited to try on this outfit that look strangely misplaced in a closet full of black cloaks but it didn't bother me because it was so pretty. I slip into the out fit trying to look at my self in the tiny half length mirror that is in the bath room. I remember seeing a floor length mirror inside the room so I scurry out and look in the mirror. When my eyes land on the figure standing in front of me my eyes become huge and my mouth hangs open. I am wearing a floor length black dress. The skirt of the dress as two layers the first is see through and the next is black. I move my eyes up to my waist and it looks like I have a rap over my waist. The top is short sleeved and has some weird frilly fabric on the neck line. I turn around to see what I look like from behind as I admire the complex yet simple design. I don't not like wearing dresses very often because the limit my motions but this one makes me lost for words. It reminds me of Kylo's cloak and I smile as I start to blush not knowing why. I am so detracted by my appearance that I almost jump in surprise when I feel hands grip my waist. I feel someone press behind me as they whisper into my ear. "You look so beautiful. I meant to give you this earlier but I lost track of time. Do you like it?" His warm breath tickles my face as I instinctively lean back my head to rest on his shoulder as I whisper back, "It is the nicest and sweetest gift anyone has ever gave me. Thank you." Kylo and my hands over lap around my waist as he places his chin on my shoulder. We breath in each other sent as I close my eyes feeling calm. I feel Kylo's weight shift as he turns me around. I am a little annoyed wanting to go back in that position again but then he gently brushes away a strand of hair away from my face and I agree that I like this position better. I drape my arms around his neck as he grabs my waist to pull me in closer. I had never realized how much taller Kylo is and just how well defined he is but this just makes him more sexier. I stare into his dark eyes as I wonder what secrets they hide. For some reason sadness starts to creep into them so I try to stop it as I cup my hand around his face. We both smile as my gaze starts to wonder to his lips. With in seconds our lips meet. At first he is gentle and I feel the passion behind it. This kiss is not like the kiss we had those many moons ago back in my room. No this one meant more. He kissed me and I kissed back. I felt a buzzing sensation then a strange pull started to grow between us. No matter what we did we couldn't break apart, not that we wanted to. My skin began to tingle as I tangle my fingers in his hair. Our mouths work in sync and our kisses become for desperate. He leans me against the wall. As I try to get as close to him as possible knowing the only thing that separates us is the clothes on our backs. We stop to ketch our breaths as we lean our fore heads against each other. Look at Kylo's eyes through his messy hair as I see something bright shine deep with in them. I don't know why but I begin to laugh and then Kylo joins into. Something happens and we accidentally trip. We land on the huge bed that I hadent noticed we moved close to. I lean over him as my hair falls around our faces. We smile at each other. Kylo grabs my arms quickly as we switch places and he looks down at me. I see hunger in his eyes as he rakes over my body. I begin to grow uneasy as his stare make me nervous. He then leans down and begins to kiss my jaw. I become uncomfortable as his lips make this way down to my chest. I try to tell him to stop but he won't listen. I then push off the bed but he slams me back down as I hear him growl. I am a bit surprised and I would have though that was sexy if he wasn't making nervous. "Kylo please stop. I don't like this." I try to push him off. "Please Kylo get off me!" Nothing works on him and I am forced to go to my last resort. I use the Force to throw him off me. I use it just enough to make him stumble backwards but something snaps within him. I see anger in his stance as I push off the bed and begin the slowly back away. He begins to stalk towards me. I hold my hands in front of me as I try soothe him like he is a wild animal. I try to get through to him by telling him that he is scaring me but he is in a trance as I feel frustration roll off him. My back thuds against the wall and I am trapped. Kylo is now with in reaching distance and he stops. I see him ball up his hands. I try to reach out to grabs is hands to calm him down. But I jerk away when he yells, "Don't you ever use the Force on me again you foolish girl!" He then raises his hand and strikes my cheek. Tears well up my vision as I see Kylo's expression change. He sees the the now red mark on my face and he darts his eyes to his hand and realization hits him. "Roe... I am so sorry. I didn't..." I don't hear him finish because I race out of the room holding my face. As my dress flys behind me. I trip over the fabric and fall in a hysterical messy. I don't know how in one moment Kylo can be so sweet and caring then the next he is ruthless and mean. I don't blame him for the throbbing of my cheek. If anything I caused him to slap me. But I can't get over the fact that he would do anything like that to me. I know that there is darkness in both of our hearts. But this darkness isn't feeding our love it is only poisoning it. If I was going to stop anything like this from happening again I am going to have to change. No we are going to have to change.
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Hey guys I hope you are enjoying the story. Sorry if it feels like it is going on for ever with no ending point. I just keep having ideas. If you have any please share them with me! Oh and there is a picture of the dress up top!
