jessie's girl [thief] // BD - ON HOLD

3.3

a week had passed. and as baby counted, it had been around two months since bella and jessie were together. sigh.

jessie's party was quite wild. baby stayed out of the 'best' stuff, he only watched people go crazy. he also didn't stay until sunday, he had to get home to joe.

bella and jessie were on good terms. it seemed that she had forgot seeing her boyfriend with her worst enemy. they were with each other all the time, dancing and kissing. baby couldn't watch them, he left the room immediately. 

but once he noticed them making out and then bella saying: "let's go to your room." to jessie. he eagerly followed her out of the room and that told baby everything he didn't need to know. that was before he left the party.

while slowly driving home, baby thought about what jessie told him. what a horrible person he was. how could he do that to a girl? 'be nice to bella and be her first boyfriend'? she'll be hurt just because jessie wanted to be nice to her.

in jessie's eyes, bella was probably a loser and he was just feeling sorry for her. and going out with her enemy behind bella's back? that's just plain stupid.

how could he not realise what a wonderful person bella was? not discovering her fully was only jessie's loss. baby saw all the good things in bella and wanted for other people to see them, too. and he wanted bella herself to see them.

maybe jessie wasn't worth enough to see just how amazing bella was. he didn't deserve to discover more of her, he didn't deserve her at all. but knowing himself, baby didn't either. 

who was worthy enough for the wonderful bella albinson?