The outsiders imagines

Not ready to say goodbye

I was in no state of mind to really be going anywhere by myself. I just lost two of the most important people in my life. My best friend Dallas and my brother Johnny. I have been in a daze for the past week. All of us have really. I have cried so much that Darry thought I was gonna get dehydrated if that is even humanly possible. I walked out of the Curtis house and down the street. The whole gang or at least what's left of the gang or if you could even call us a gang anymore have been at the Curtis house almost all day everyday since we lost them. I walked and walked trying to clear my head. I looked up and knew where I took myself. I should have never came here. This place has done something to me every time I have came here since, well ya know. I just felt, I don't know like they were with me. And sometimes if I was real still I could here Johnny and dal talking and smell them. The familiar scents that I had looked to for comfort. And thought of as one of the safest things in the world. This time was different though. Dallas and Johnny walked up to me. Dal had a smile on his face and so did Johnny. "Hey doll how ya been? Ya look kinda sad." Dal said. I didn't say anything. I thought I was just thinking it. "Sis ya shouldn't be here. Someone got shot here. And someone got stabbed to." Johnny told me. I looked at them hopelessly. "You don't know who got shot here do you? You don't know who died in the hospital from saving little kids either do ya?" I asked tears welling in my eyes. "No but they must be really important for you to cry like that Sam. Nothing can shake you this bad." Dal said. "Who were they? The gang seems to be sad to." Johnny asked. "Sam!! What are you doing here? I've been looking for you all over!!" Darry said running up to me. "I'm talking to Johnny and dal." I said. I was sitting down on the grass. Almost in the same spot where dal got shot down under the street light.  The last place I ever saw him alive. "Sam come on your making  yourself upset. Let's go back to the house." Darry said grabbing my hand to help me up off the blood stained ground. I started to follow Darry but before I went I looked at Johnny and dal and said the words that gave me a reality check. The reality that I never wanted. "They were Dallas Winston and Johnny Cade." I said before following Darry. I turned around letting my curiosity get the better of me. I turned around to look at them as they waved good bye and dal light a cancer stick. I waved goodbye as I watched them disappear into the night. I almost broke down into tears telling them goodbye again. I realized that they are never there when Darry looked at me after finding me like that. I can't believe they are really gone. This was never supposed to happen. At least not in my book. Or any of ours for that matter. 

I read a imagine that had this idea in it and I loved it so I decided to give something like that a try. I did my own spin off on it. I think it turned out pretty good and I really like it. I hope y'all like it. Please comment and tell me what y'all think. I'll update soon!!! Bye for now!!!!
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