The outsiders imagines

Literally

Guys i guess I'm just like so emotional today or something. I'm on YouTube taking a little break from typing so hard and i just look up rob Lowe on YouTube because one i love to hear him talk and two because i wanna see what's going on with him or if he's doing anything new and that kind of thing. So I'm scrolling through rob Lowe videos and I find this gem.

And I'm sitting here watching this and thinking about how much I love this man and how much i adore him and i feel the same way about Patrick Swayze, Tom cruise, Thomas Howell, Ralph, Matt, and Emilio. And I'm thinking about how sad i am that I didn't even know who Patrick was when he was still alive and know that he's gone i know who he is and i love and adore him so much and I know what I would have been like if i would have known who he was. And watching this video of rob was making me think of how i will be if or when something happens to him. Even if I'm still not as big a part in the outsiders fandom as i am now or maybe a new generation of fan fiction writers will come after me and do something where my stories aren't as big as the once were, but i know eventually reality will slap me in the face where i wont be able to do this anymore like i want to. And when that comes all the people that i have talked to, read their stories, or wrote imagines for will always hold a place in my heart. But the biggest people who will forever hold a place in my heart is the gang and the actors who portrayed them in the movie. I will bawl like a little baby when something happens to any of them. No matter how old i get i will always listen for the words outsiders, soda, Mickey Mouse, and any other words that are more than common among us all. And I know one day when i hear the dreaded words on the radio or on the news or i see it pop up on any screen of any feed of any app that I happen to be scrolling through it will not matter where I'm at who I'm with or what i am doing. I will stop and morn the loss of the men i love so dearly. Everyone of the actors and characters, my Wattpad family which is you guys, and everyone else who has ever talked to me about the outsiders or commented on any of my outsiders books with in them will morn the loss with me and i know that. I know the day will come but that's a day that i never want to come. Go ahead share this with rob or Tom or even Ralph or Matt. I don't care do it. Let them know how many people actually care about them. Let them know that they have thousands of people who love and adore them no matter what they do or say or support. Just let them know that all of us love them. And it wont just be their family's or close friends who will cry over their deaths when those days come. They will have several young people whom they have inspired to be the best versions of them that they can be. That find there happy places in the characters that they play on tv. The shows they star in. The movies they make. They are always special to each and everyone of us in many different ways. Guys i just had to put this all out there. I dont know why but i just felt like i needed to share that thought with all of you guys. I guess this is just my way of trying to end the year or something i dont know but what i do know is that all of the things that i have typed in this post i feel very strongly about. So this was y'all dish of emotions today. Hope you guys enjoyed that. Do it for Johnny and stay gold. I'll update soon!!