Divergent High {IN EDITING}

Chapter 76

Tris POV:

"Sorry. I can't. Gotta go." She says and runs out the door. I look at Tobias.

"Well Tobias. What was that?" I ask him, smiling fakely.
"Tris. She tripped."
"Fine." I say.
"Is Tris jealous?"
"No." I mutter.
Uriah's phone buzzes.

"No need to go to the mall anymore. They got all the stuff for Zeke's birthday tomorrow."
"Well then." I say and they laugh.
"We should get going I don't want to worry Will." Christina says and they walk out the door.
I look at Tobias who is playing with Anna and Bubbles. I walk.

Caleb.

Is this voice in my head?

Caleb.

Stop. Am I doing this?

Caleb.

That's enough for me to start crying.

He hated you. You were worthless to him. He always hated you. You will always be a piece of gum under his shoe. The sister he hated.

I know at this moment. I am psycho. 

I run to the wood. I run until I get to the middle of it. I still have my phone. I sit in the center of the trees that form a circle. I start screaming but I know no one can hear me.

"CALEB!" I scream his name repeatedly while tears run down my face. 

"You

So near,

Only wishing

You were here.

What is there

To fear?

If you’re the only one

Here.

I hide in the

Shadows ,

Am I waiting

For you?

Here and nowhere,

The moon shines,

I stand and

Wait.

At the edge,

Is where I stand,

Hoping that

You’re here.

I see you,

I feel you,

Do you see me?

Do you feel me?

I’m ready

For you

I’ve missed

You

Do you feel

The same?

My daring

Come please.

Take me 

With you,

Into your

Arms.

Call my

Name,

Oh sweet

Suicide." I start repeating over and over until I can't stop.

I am a psycho.