Divergent High {IN EDITING}

Chapter 83

Four POV:

Tris is zoned out and silent. We are at the Ward and she won't say a word to me. She'll look at me and then look away. It's breaking my heart to see her like this. She is twiddling with her hair and looking out the window. She wants to run and I can see it in her actions. I go over to her and kneel down.
"Tris. Listen to me. You are not a sociopath." I say.
"Tobias, I killed that innocent man. I killed the innocent. I will never be able to live with myself."
"Tris. It couldn't have been you. You wouldn't do something like that."
"Tobias--"
"Tris. I love you too much to let you go like this."
She looks away from me and a tear slips down her cheek. 
"Tris look at me. Look at me." I say. She still avoids my eyes.
"Please Tris, look at me." 
She looks at me and tears are slipping down.
"Tris. I'm not letting you go down like this. I will never believe you killed that man. I'm not letting you go." I say and kiss her. She kisses back.
We break apart.
"Maybe okay, can be our always." I say. She nods.
"Okay?" I ask.
"Okay." (From: The Fault in Our Stars)
Can she still love me when I tell her the secret I kept from her?

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Tris POV:

I walking in the wood. Somewhere eerie, dark, scary, and ominous. I am holding a knife. People lung at me and I stab their hands. It reforms and they keep coming. They are pulling me somewhere with them. I see fire and blood. They are pulling me with them, I don't know where. 

I wake up screaming and sweating. Caren comes running in my room. 
"Please call Tobias. Get him here please. I have to tell him everything." I say. She nods and runs back out.
Few minutes later Tobias runs into my room.
"Tobias. I want you to know everything that happened that night."
He nods.
"Before my that incident. I remember a nurse came in and gave me a Sprite. I didn't drink all of it. I put in the closet because I was angry. I just threw it in there. After that I can't remember anything." I say.
He looks at me.
"I...I thought you wouldn't believe me. I'm a sociopath."
"Tris. You are not a sociopath. You are an above average human. You are better than anybody I know. I can't even describe your beauty. You are stunning, gorgeous, striking, and just unique. You are selfless, brave, and smart." He says and I blush.
I look at him. He touches my cheek.
"I love you." He says.
"I love you too."
"Come we need Caren."
"Caren!" 
She runs back in. I tell them to follow me. I open the closet to see a liquid on the floor. Sprite. But there is a blue pill in it with the letters, "MZM" engraved on it. (From; Pretty Little Liars.) 

I look at Caren and Tobias. My face probably has fear written all over it and so does their's. Caren put on gloves and picks it up. 
"It's a sedative used to subdue aggressive patients and inmates. One of the side effects is memory loss." She says and all our eyes widen.
"Call Max." I say.
She nods and pulls out her phone. I walk around pacing back and forth, Tobias looks deep in thought, and Caren is talking on the phone. Max and a lady walks through the door. She is wearing sunglasses and a hat the covers her face.
"Hey." He says as he sits down. I nod at him.
"So tell me."
I tell him what I told Tobias and Caren. Including the time of the murder, where I saw a figure running.
"We never checked the body for handprints or fingerprints." Max says.
"Reall you couldn't check the body at least me feel like I didn't kill the guy because I was definitely going insane."
"Tris you said--"
"I said that I killed him and I told you a few nights ago that I didn't remember anything that happened that night! You could've still checked the body!"
"Tris! How are we suppose to believe you are not a sociopath!" The lady yells.
We all look at her. 
"I don't know alright. Just check the body." I say.
"We aren't checking the body. We have all our information."
Her voice. The same voice. I close my eyes.

"Drink this." A voice says. She walks out.
I was too angry to realize that the voice belongs to Angeline.

"You are hiding something." I say. I walk over to her.
"N-no." She says.
"You did it."
"Did what?"
"You gave me that Sprite. You gave it to me and left and I bet you murdered that man to make it look like I did it. Maybe you even got a dead corpse and made it look like I killed that man. Didn't you?" I say.
She doesn't answer.
"Didn't you?" I yell.
She still doesn't answer. She takes of her glasses and hat.
"Angeline." I spit out bitterly.
"Jeanine and Marcus put me up to it." She says. 
"You were the figure I saw that night. Weren't you?" I ask.
"Yes."
"Maybe you should pay attention to the nurse that come here." Max says.
"You're partners brought me here. Maybe you should pay attention to who you work with." i say glaring at him.
"Hey! Stop it. When we are done with Angeline. Okay?" Caren says.
Max extends his hand so we can make a truce. I don't shake it.
"Fine." I say.
"Angeline. What was it? Did you kill the guy or was it already a dead corpse?"
"I killed him. I gave Tris the knife. She was saying, 'That's not right! He is innocent. Don't kill him.' I believed her but Jeanine was there and I could do nothing."
"Why did you do it?" I ask. 
"Jeanine told me I could have Tobias. And I made my first move in front of Christina and Uriah. I kissed Tobias." She says. And I look at Tobias. 

"What happened to 'Forever. And always?' I can't be with you, if this is how you act all the time. I don't know how you want me to react. I can't." I say to him.
"Tris it wasn't serious."
"If it wasn't serious then why didn't you tell me? Tobias. I thought we agreed on no more secrets. Yet you kept one from me. I don't think we can be together anymore. You can visit Crystal but we are done." I say.
"Tris. Please."
"We're over."
"Tris, you can go home." Max says.
"Thanks."
I look Caren with tears in my eyes.
"Come visit me, alright?" I say with a tear slipping down my cheek and my voice cracking.
She hugs me and whispers in my ear, "Of course I will."
Max handcuffs Angeline and they walk out. Tobias is still here. I am crying.
I start packing my stuff. I put it in my bag. I look at Tobias one last time and walk out.
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I wake up the next morning early. It's Wednesday. Everyone has apologized to me even Lauren. I am single. I have been back at school for three days.
I take shower. I walk out of my bathroom in a towel. I go to my drawer to get a T-shirt. I see Tobias' deep blue hoodie. I hug it. His scent embracing me. I put on a white shirt, black skinny jeans, my black vans, and Tobias's blue hoodie. It makes me feel like he is hugging me. I grab my backpack and walk to school. 
I haven't been hanging out with the group. I sit at my locker at lunch. Caren comes to keep me company. She is also with me when I am taking my classes alone which is an everyday thing. I don't think my life will ever be the same. I have also been avoiding Tobias too. I am still working with the cheerleaders. I don't know about today though.
I walk to school with the hood of the hoodie on my head. My blond hair covering my cheeks.
I bump into someone. I look up to see Tobias. He has circles around his eyes, and he looks grumpy. I did this to him. 
I walk away quickly. I go to the room I do my work alone with Caren. When I open the door, she is already there.
"Hey Tris. You okay? Since you left the Ward. You seem distant. How are you and him?" She says.
"Well I have minimized my crying to only four times a night." I say and start crying.
She hugs me.
"I miss him." I say sobbing.
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I am the only person left here. I am taking a shower in the shower rooms. I hear the door close. I turn off the shower and wrap a towel around my bare body. 
"Hello?" I yell.
No answer.
"Hello?" I call again.
I walk out of the shower and go over to my change room locker. Then someone grabs me and turns me around. It's Eric.
"Hey." He says.
"God Eric. You scared me."
He starts kissing me and I push him off.
"Stop." I say.
He continues kissing me and he kisses my neck.
"Eric stop. Please." I whimper. 
He pushes me against the lockers and tries to take off my towel. I yell. Someone runs in and pushes him off me and punches him.
It's Tobias.
Erics mouth is bloody. I quickly put on my clothes. But when i try to leave Eric punches me. Tobias and Eric fighting is the last thing I see. 
I black out.