Divergent High {IN EDITING}

Chapter 82

Tris POV:

"Knock, knock." Caren calls from the other side of the door.
"Come in Caren." I call back. She walks in. We are very close friends now.
She hands me my pills and a bottle of Sprite. I pop them in my mouth and drink my soda. 
She looks at my intently.
"Why did you...uh...Why did you kill him?" She asks me.
"I don't know. To be honest, I don't remember anything that happened that night."
"Tell me what happened what you do remember."
She takes a spot on my bed.
"My vision hadn't really been clear, but when it was, I remember I was kneeling down. My head hurt a lot. I looked down and I was holding a bloody knife. And I...uh...I saw the dead body. I had just assume it was me. Because all signs point to me. I started screaming. I was think, Why did I kill him? Why don't I remember killing him? Why can't I remember anything that happened tonight. And I this never went through my head at the time. I swear I saw something when I was screaming. Before all the nurses ran in. I saw something. I don't know what it was." 
"Tris. You don't remember what you saw or anything?" 
"No."
"Tell me what happened before that."
"A nurse can into my room right after Charles and Tobias left. She gave me a Sprite and I drank it. After that my memory is a blur."
"Socio. That is very strange."
"I am sociopath. It's normal right?"
"No but the cops are coming to ask you some questions and put you under a lie detector."
"Thanks. Can you be there with me?" 
She smiles.
"Of course."
"So what is it tonight."
"Hamburgers and Sprite with ice cream."
"Would you like to dine with Socio? You know I think Socio is starting hurt my feelings. Yea. Let's stop that." I say giggling. But really. It does hurt.
"It would be an honor."
I laugh.
_________Few hour later.________

"Hello Tris." Max says.
"Hi Max." I say holding back tears.
"Tell me every single detail." His partner Henry says.
"I was kneeling down in a room, my surrounding had not been in focus. When it did focus, I looked down and saw a bloody knife in my hand. I also saw a dead body. I assumed it was me and I started screaming. I though I saw something but it was probably me being sociopath."
"Tris, how did you feel? I mean, why did you even do it?" Henry asks. Tears start.
"You think I wanted to kill him. I don't even remember what happened before that event. I can't even imagine why I would do it. So the first thought that came to my head was being a sociopath." I say.
"Well, you can go back to school but you can't go to Anna or Crystal." Max says.
"Wait. No. You can't keep me away from Anna or my daughter! Please Max! Please." 
"It's out of my hands. I'm sorry." He says genuinely. 
"Alright. It's okay."
"Tris you know--"
"Leave me alone!" I say and walk out. I walk to my room.
Caren walks in.
"Can you believe I am in the same clothes? I have been in it for days. Weeks. Months." I say.
"Who was he?" Caren asks.
"No one ever came to blame me or yell at me. No one went to the police. Who was he?"
"We may never know."
"So I guess, I will be staying here more."
"We can make it roomy."
"I'd rather not. I want to be uncomfortable. I cannot be with my daughter or Anna or with my friends."
"Tris. I'm your friend. I will be here with you."
"Thanks."
"I will protect you." She says and leaves. I start crying.
That's exactly what Caleb said.
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Today I am going to school. I take some black jeans, a black shirt, and a big black hoodie that covers my hands and stop at my thigh, with my combat boots. I put my hair into a messy bun and walk out of the Ward with mmy backpack. People are staring at me. I keep walking. When I get to the school hallways. Everyone stops talking and looks at me whispering stuff like, "Isn't she the chick that killed some guy?, "What is she doing back?, or Freak." I keep walking until I get to my locker. The words, "SOCIOPATH, PSYCHO, FREAK," are sprawled on my locker. I feel the tears against my cheeks which are now red. I run outside. I see Max. 
"Why did you bring me back here!?" I yell.
"Tris--"
"To make me a laughing stock because I am so hilarious right. The chick who killed someone is going to be accepted by society. You thought that. Right!? You know what Max. Stay out of my life. Just go somewhere. Just stay away from me. I thought you loved me like a daughter. But really you wanted me to embarass myself. Thank you."
"Tris--"
"Max get the hell away from me." I whisper. 
I run back through the empty halls and bump into someone. I see Tobias. I open my mouth to say something but I close it. I walk away quickly biting my lip. I rush to the office and see the secretary, Ms. Daniels.
"Oh Tris. Hi." She says uneasily.
"Am I making you uncomfortable?" I ask.
"No because being in a office alone with a killer is not umcomfortable." She mutter so I wouldn't hear but I heard.
"You know. I don't have to win everyone back but the least you could do it not make me feel worse about my life."
"I am sorry. What do you need?"
"Can I take all my classes alone?"
"That can be arranged but you have to go your other classes to get your work." She says. I nod and she writes me a note. I take it and walk to my first period class to get my work. I walk into the room and everyone stares at me. I walk and peopla yell freak at me. My eyes turn to Christina's and Tobias's. But I quickly look away and a tear slips down my cheek.
"Ooooh look. Poor Socio is crying. Boo-hoo." Lauren says. Evryone start laughing except for Christina and Tobias. My cheeks are red with anger.
"Shut up! All of you." I say and they fall silently.
"You know I knew everything would not go back to normal."
"Of course it wouldn't you are a sociopath." Lauren says and they start laughing again.
"I DIDN'T DO IT ON PURPOSE!" I yell, they stop. 
I run to my locker, sit down in front of it curled in a ball rocking back and forth repeating the same words over and over again.
"I didn't do it on purpose."
I can feel myself slowly slipping from sanity and going fully crazy.

Tobias is in front of my locker. 
"Tris. It's okay."
I repeat. I repeat. I repeat. 
Tobias picks me up.
I repeat. I repeat. I repeat. I repeat.
I repeat.