Divergent High {IN EDITING}

Chapter 85

Tris POV:

I wipe the tears away from my eyes. Caren is hugging me. I hear a knock at the door. I quickly clean up my face. 
"Come in." I yell.
It's Christina.
"Hey." She says softly.
"Hey." I reply back.
"Uh...I will be back." Caren says and leaves.
I look back Christina.
"We miss you." She says.
"Yea. Well. I just have a lot on my plate."
"Tris. We know about the break up."
I start crying.
"Tris. It's okay." She says hugging me. "I have to get to class. I'll come by later."
She leaves.
I walk into hall and bump into a boy. I have been bumping into people a lot lately.
I look up. His eyes are blue green. 
"Hey. Are you alright?" He asks me.
"Yea."
"Are you sure?"
"Mhmm." He doesn't look convinced.
"I'm Ashton."
"I'm Tris."
"Well Tris, I am new here."
"Really? I did not know." I say sarcastically.
"Is it that obvious?"
We laugh.
"Yea. Very."
He looks very familiar.
"Are you Ashton Irwin?" I ask getting a little excited.
"Yes."
"From 5sos and you used to live in Schaumburg?"
Yes and yes.

I squeal and he laughs. I compose myself. Ashton is from 5 seconds of summer. He is one of my favorite band memberes. And Calum Hood. I just fainted a little.
"So if I tell you that you and Calum are my favorite band members, what would you do?"
"I would say. Calum is right behind you."
I turn around.
"OMG! I am sorry. I happen to be in love with your band."
I see Eric again. He walks over and pushes me against the locker. He starts the kissing again. I yelp. Ashton pulls Eric off of me and punches his nose. I slowly slide against the lockers until I am sitting down. 
"Are you okay?" He asks me. Calum is dragging Eric's body to the nurse's office.
"I just need to go home." I croak out.
"Let me walk you." 
I agree then I see Tobias talking to a pretty blonde girl. They kiss. I look away blinking away tears. Ashton follows my gaze.
"Was he your boyfriend?" He asks.
"Yea, he was."
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Four POV:

I am dating a blonde girl named Ruth. She is pretty. But not as beautiful as Tris. We have been dating for 3 days. I haven't seen Tris lately though. But I am going to see Crystal today too. I knock on Tris's door. A boy answers the door. He is no older than me.

"You must be Four." He says.
"And you must me a magician. How did you know?"
"Tris is crying over you. Still."
"Really?"
"Yep. When she saw you kiss Ruth. She just broke. I brought her home and I have been checking on her. By the way I am Ashton."
"I am in love with her." I say.
"It's hard not to be in love with her."
"She's like a ride. You have to go on again and again and again. You never get tired." We say.
"Do you love her?" Ashton asks me.
"I have a--"
"Do you love her?" He asks getting a little louder.
"Yes. I love her."
"Tell her." He says and closes the door.

I love Tris. I can never stop thinking about her. I have told her things I never told anybody. She knows my real name. Ruth doesn't. Everytime I touch Tris, I feel sparks. Whenever I touch Ruth, I feel guilt. 

"Hey Four." Ruth chirps. "We need to talk."
"Yea."
"I am breaking up with you."
"Phew. I mean, Oh." I say trying to cover up my relief.
"It's not me. It's you. I know you still like Tris. So go tell her. I hope we can still be friends."
"Yes." I say and hug her.
She walks away and I run into my house.
I begin writing. When I am done, I walk back outside and put it in her mailbox. I walk to Park. No one is there because it's raining.
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Tris POV:

"Ashton, can you please get the mail?" I ask him.
"Yea Tris."
He walks out and walks back in again.
"Heyo! Trissy has gotten herself a letter!" He shouts in a funny voice.
"Shh! The girls are sleeping!" I say laughing.
"But I earned a smile." He says.
I playfully punch his arm as he sits down. 
"Here." He says handing me the letter.
I open it.

Dear Tris,

I know you think I kissed Angeline on purpose to hurt you but that's not true. I didn't want to tell you because I didn't want to hurt you. I didn't want what we had to be gone. But now I know I did the wrong thing. I know you saw me with Ruth.
But I only dated her because I was trying to get my mind of you. But I couldn't. I never felt what I felt with you. When you touch me. 

I feel sparks. No I feel fireworks. And my arms get goosebumps. I get the chills. When we kiss, I feel amazing. 

I could name everything I love about you but I'd be speaking forever. Your long pretty hair, your blue eyes full of electricity and curiosity, the way you scrunch your nose when you blush,  you use your hair to cover up your cheeks when you blush, you are beautiful, striking, stunning, gorgeous, words cannot describe your beauty, and whenever you speak, I just want to kiss your lips.
I want you to say my name.
Everyday.
I want you to need me.
To want me.
I want you to ask me for everything you need because,
There is not a thing in the word I wouidn't do for you.
I love you more than anything else in the world.
Even Dauntless Cake.

Love, Tobias.

I laugh at the last part. Dauntless cake. I put the letter in my diary.

"What's so funny?" Ashton asks me.
"The fact that he compared me to Dauntless cake." I say and he laughs.
"That's a pretty big deal."
I laugh.
"Hey Ash. I'm gonna go on a walk."
"I'll watch the girls."
"Thanks."

I put on my combat boots and Tobias's hoodie. I walk to the park. No one is there, it's raining. Heavily.
When I get there I see a boy on the swing. It's Tobias.
I run up, sit in his lap, and hug him.

"I love you more then anything else in the world." I say.
"Even Dauntless Cake?"
"Yes. Even Dauntless Cake."
He smiles and kisses me. 
"I've missed you." He says in between kisses.
"I've miss you too."

I pull back.
"I don't know what I would do if I lost you." He says.
He pushes the wet hair out of my face.

I kiss his cheek.

I lean against his chest and he wraps his arm around me. He pushes the swing.

And for the first time in my life, I never felt so safe and secure.

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