Impossible (Jerrie)

five

"Come in" i say as i hear a knock on the door

"Jade,how are you?" Mom asks me hugging me tightly

I don't say a word. I just started crying in her arms.

"I love her mom"

"It's ok Jade. Whatever you decide to do,i will support you. I will always will" mom says and i thank her

"P-p-please don't tell dad" i say looking at her with teary eyes

"I won't. I promise. But,you need to get ready for school. Is 8am"

"Wait,really? Oh my gosh"

I go straight to the bathroom,doing my routine. I trused mom. A lot. Why couldn't dad just accept my orientation? Is it an orientation? Maybe it's just a stupid crush. On a girl. My best friend.

//

"Hi Jade!" Perrie yells as soon as i got out the car,giving me a kiss on the cheek

We were like..official? I needed to talk to her. But not now.

"Hello Edwards" i say knowing that this pissed her

"So..Jade..what happened yesterday..is.."

"Perrie...i really don't know my feelings,my orientation. I don't know if i'm bisexual,or.."

"Jade..i hav-"

"JADE AND PERRIE WHERE WERE YOU" Lee yells from behind

"I woke up late and perrie waited for me" i say giving perrie a smile

"Whatever. We have 1 hour break. Starbucks?" Jesy asked

"Yeah sure" we all say

I let Jesy and Leigh Anne walk in the front of us,me wanting to talk to Perrie

"Perrie,what were you about to say?" I ask smiling

"Jade...i have a boyfriend"

I feel like the whole world crashed in that moment. The girl i fell in love,the girl i kissed not less than 24 hours ago..had a boyfriend?

//

I didn't had any class with Perrie,i avoided her all day. I stayed alone today. I was about to go to my maths class until somebodys punches me and throws me with the back on the lockers.

"Poor Thirlwall. Should i call your girlfriend to help you?" I hear a voice and multiple laughs after that

"W-w-why?" I ask with my eyes teary

"You stupid lesbian!" I hear a voice from the crowd

"Are you crying,really? Where is Edwards? Or Nelson? Who did you kiss first" a female voice shouts at me

I tried to say something but nothing would came out. On my face there was blood. Not so much. But the pain was really,really strong.

"Leave her alone!" I hear the voice of an angel coming closer to me

"You came to save your girlfriend? What would Alex think about your new lover?" A boy starts laughing at her

"You know what? If it was my girlfriend? What? Is that suppose to be your problem? You are a senior and you never had a girlfriend. Does you right hand count as a girlfriend?" I hear Perrie's voice and multiple laughs after that.

They all left. This is what i think. I heard footsteps. A lot of them. But only one was coming to me.

"Oh my God,Jade are you alright?"

"Y-y-yes i am. I n-n-need to g-go" i say trying not to cry even more.

I stood up and grabbed my books. They i started running to my car,letting Perrie there.

"Jade,wait!" I hear her voice and i didn't stop

I drove home,trying not to catch attention. Perrie keeps calling me,but i ignore it. Today was awful. This was suppose to be a new and different begging. But it's worse than my life before that. I need somebody.

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SORRY THIS IS CRINGE SORRY