Impossible (Jerrie)

forty seven

"Jade,are you okay? You are barely eating." Perrie asked her friend when she saw Jade.

"Uh? Yeah..yeah I'm okay." Jade said,being interrupted from her thoughts.

"Thinking about graduation?" Jesy asked her friend,and she smiled.

"Girls,we are going to graduate! For real." Leigh Anne said.

Jade couldn't listen to what the girls were saying. She was in thought,not knowing if she should confess or not to Perrie. It wasn't the first time she would confess to her,but why was it so hard this time?

Jade got up from her seat from the canteen and left without a word. Classes were almost over,but she didn't care about this now. Her mind was a mess,she just couldn't stop thinking about what to do or what to say.

Everytime she would see Perrie,she couldn't help but think 'what if i confess now?',but it didn't happen. One thing was sure,she needed to do this before graduation,which was in 2 days.

On the other hand,the girls were confused about what just happened. They knew something was off with Jade,but they didn't ask because they didn't want to trigger Jade,they know she is sensible. After what happened with her dad and with Chris it's pretty obvious why she is like that.

But Perrie felt insecure. She knew that those weren't the only reasons why Jade was like that. Jade would always come to Perrie to talk to her,but she was avoiding her in the past two weeks. One thing was sure,she wanted to ask Jade what was going on.

"What's going on with her?" Jesy looked at Perrie

"I don't know honestly..I wanted to talk to her for a while now." She answers

"And why didn't you talk?" Leigh Anne said

"There's something..that tells me to wait a little longer." Perrie said,in a serious tone

"Oh now your mind speaks with you about all this things?" Jesy said and they all laughed.

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After she left the canteen,Jade decided to just go and clear her mind a little bit,and left from school. She was craving for some alone time with Perrie. She missed her company,and even if she would barely talk,she still felt comfortable near her,even if they have known each other for quite some time.So,she decided to call her. She didn't know what to say,but she just wanted to stay with her.

"Hi,Jadey" she heard a voice and immediately turned around.

Chris.

"Uh.." its like she was freezing. No words were coming out of her mouth,she was paralized.

"I won't hurt you,why are you scared?" Chris said,and Jade instinctively took a few steps back,away from him.

"Well,actually...I wanted to talk to you,if you don't mind." He said and Jade felt like she should listen to what he wants to say,but at the same time she remembered what monster he is.

"C'mon can't you just listen to me?" He said when he saw that Jade wanted to leave. "Less than 10 minutes,please...I promise I won't do anything to you." Chris said and sat on a bench,while Jade was up.

He didn't bother to ask her to sit,he knew that she would say no anyway.

"Jade,honey.."

Jade heard her mother after the phone rang.

"Mom? What happened? Why are you crying?"

"Your dad woke up."

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"He has been in a coma for almost 3 months,so take him easy. Fortunately,he remembers his name,and he will most likely remember you too. You can go see him now."

That's all they needed to hear. Firstly,Jade's mom entered the room where her husband was. Jade entered too. When the girls saw the man,they began crying.

Jade's dad felt somehow relieved,and obviously happy. He didn't understand what exactly happened when he woke up,all he saw was a white,lifeless room.

Nobody said a word. Until,..

"Dad!" Jade said and almost immediately ran to him.

"Jade,I can’t believe this." Her mother said.

It was clearly a miracle,from multiple points of view. The doctors didn't give him much chances of getting up,but Jade and her mother had hope,and now they couldn't be happier.

They all hugged,for the first time in a lot of months.

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"Jade I am so happy for you and your father! He woke up,this is insane!" Jesy hugged her friend.

"Thanks Jesy,honestly we can't believe it neither." Jade smiled at the thought that they could be a family again,for real.

"So,when are they sending him home?" Jesy asked.

"Well,by the end of the week he will be able to actually walk,so I think that's when he's coming home."

The girls just smiled at each other.

"I wanted to ask you one more thing.." Jesy seemed quite unsure about this.

Jade just nodded,waiting for her to ask the question.

"How are you and Perrie? I mean I know you didn't fight but..yeah I think you know what I mean."

Jade didn't say a thing,she was just confused. Not about the question,but about she and Perrie.

"You don't have to ans-"

"We're fine I think..I mean yes we are still friends..."

"You want her back,don't you?"

"Is it that obvious?" Jade laughed and Jesy just smiled,before saying :

"Then do something about it. Win her back."

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ok guys...im so sorry. apologies aren't enough,i am aware of that. i know i said i will upload 'soon' in the last chapter but i had a writers block,and honestly i didnt feel like writing..and i thought is best that i wait and take my time a little bit rather than writing a shitty small chapter.
again,i am sorry. i have the next chapter already written,it will be up after i edit it a little bit.
u deserve a looooot of new chapters and this is why im writing a lot in the last period
well,because now i entered school and i finished all of my exams,i am almost every night writing.
hope you're doing well,can't wait for u to see what happens next;)
btw,i know i said the book is gonna end soon,i plan to end it on chapter 50,but i dont know exactly.
missed you.