Impossible (Jerrie)

forty eight

Then do something about it. Win her back.

Those words were echoing in Jade's mind. She wanted Perrie back,more than anything. Jade couldn't see her life without her,she is used to seeing her everyday,to admiring her beautiful ocean eyes that would light up and immediately make you smile. She never had this feelings for nobody,neither Chris,neither Jed. Perrie was the only one that would make her heart go crazy just from a little gaze. Perrie was the only one that made Jade feel like she rules the world,even if she was Jade's world. After a long time since that fight Jade finally admitted to herself : she needed Perrie back. She loved her,and not as a friend. She knew deep down in her heart that she could never be 'just friends' with Perrie. This time,she was determined.

"World to Jade." Jesy started waving her hand in front of Jade. "What were you thinking about?"

Jade didn't say anything,she just got up and left. She had plans,sudden ones.
The feeling in her chest grew more and more,it's like she couldn't hold it in anymore. She needed to let it go,her heart was heavy.I guess you already know where she was headed : Perrie's house.

This is it. I'm going to do it.

As soon as the doorbell rang,Jade was greeted by a tall blonde girl. She looked stunning even if she looked like she just woken up.

"Jade? Is everything okay?" Her expression turned into a confused one when she saw Jade on her porch.

"Y-yeah everything's f-fine.." she tumbled on her own words.

"Hey,it's okay. Just calm down. Do you fancy some tea?" Perrie hugged Jade,causing her to blush.

Jade didn't say anything,just hugged Perrie more. Perrie was confused,understandably,but she missed the warmth that only Jade would give her.

"I need to talk to you. Now." Jade backed off from the hug and looked at her friend .

Perrie didn't say anything,she just stood there,gesturing for Jade to continue.

"Since the big fall out,I have been feeling worse than ever before. If that wasn't enough,after just a few days I found out my father was missing. It was a really dark period for me. But,you were the only person who stood by me in every step of the way. You made me the person I am today. Without you,I don't know where I would have been. I don't want to leave for university with some stupid regrets from highschool. You are the reason why I was able to get through this. I realised this way too late,but..Perrie,I love you."

The next moment,Perrie's lips met Jade's. It felt as if the time stopped and nothing was around them. It felt like they were the only 2 people left on Earth,and their souls and hearts were flying in the emptiness of the sky.

Jade felt amazing,she finally let out these emotions that were bottled up inside her for so many months. As for Perrie,she was in the same position as Jade. She wanted to confess but was too shy. What if Jade didnt feel the same? They would have left for university and never talk again. Just another high school crush.

"I love you too,dummy." Perrie giggled and kissed her again. This kiss was a genuine one,she could feel Jade smiling.

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One week later.

"One,two,three..Cheese!!"

"Mom,do we really need so many pictures?" Jade rolled her eyes at her mother.

"Of course honey. It's not like you graduate every year!" She smiled "Ok now how about a photo with you two kissing?"

"Mooom!!"

"Jade,it's okay. Just enjoy the moment." Perrie laughed.

"I am so proud of you. And I am sure your mother is too,Perrie."

Perrie gave Jade's mom a sad smile. Her mother died 5 months ago. She couldn't see her baby girl graduate,but Perrie is sure that her mother is watching from up there,taking silly photos of her and Jade.

"Let's go,it's getting late." Jade said.

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"So..this is it?" Leigh Anne sadly smiled.

"No,this will be continued."

"Promise to talk everyday?" Jesy said

"Everyday." The other 3 girls said.

"I just can't believe this is over. We went through all of this,and we still stuck together. I love you nerds.." Jade began crying.

"Stooop crying! I just bought this mascara!" Perrie yelled and they immediately started laughing.

"At least Jade and Perrie would be together." Jesy said.

"It will not be the same without you dummies around." Jade said.

"We will be the first to know if you get married,right?"

"I wanna plan the wedding!" Leigh Anne said,enthusiastically. They all laughed.

The 4 girls hugged as tight as they could. They choose different universities,so that means they split up. After all these years,so many memories were made,so many emotions were shared,so many promises were made. This is a true friendship,and most importantly,a true love.

There is much more to come,this was not the end.

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So,this is the end. Thank you for everything and I won't even bother saying sorry because its not enough but
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I truly am. If I start about why I didnt write anymore I wouldn't be able to finish until tomorrow.
I plan on writing another book which I will hopefully be able to update constantly.
Thank you for reading,voting,commenting. You guys are truly amazing. I love you♡
-denise