Impossible (Jerrie)

twenty nine

Jade's pov

I was running,I didn't know from what of who I was running from.

I was sorrunded in darkness,I was screaming,but nobody heard me. My heart was beating so fast that I think that it could open my chest and beat even faster. I barely could breath. It was difficult to even move my finger. I was stuck there,with that thing following me,but it couldn't reach me..yet.

"Wake up Jade!" Jesy put her hand on my shoulder

"Are you okay?" Perrie asked me

"Yeah,everything is fine" I say,obviously lying

"Did you had that nightmare again?" Pez asked me,with a very serious look on her face

"Y-yes.." I say,and my eyes became watery in a millisecond. A part of me was happy that my wounds finally healed and it doesn't hurt anymore when I cry.

We just sat there in silence. It was now 3:30am but we just couldn't sleep. I was constantly thinking about that stupid nightmare. I just stood there,I couldn't move,or breath properly.

"I think you should go see a therapist" Perrie finally speaks

"What? No!" I say,almost immediately

"Does your mom know about this?" Jesy says,she seemed so tired,but she refused a million times to go to sleep

"No! Well..she woke me up during my first nightmare,but she doesn't know that they continue till this day" I say

"I think you should tell her! She deserves to know about this!"

"Yeah,you are her daughter. If I were you I would tell her" Jesy continues Perrie's sentence

"You are right,I will tell her..but I don't want to make her even more sad than she already is. Dad left,my sister died.." I say,smiling thinking at the thought that Sophie is now in a better place than this living hell called world.

"Wait for a lil' bit. See if these nightmares get worse,maybe is just one of your fears" Perrie says,pecking me on the lips

Then,we all went to bed.

*

I turn off my way too loud alarm and I grab my phone and see nothing than some messages.

I wanted to delete them,but 2 of them catch my eye.

2 messages from : Jed

How did he even get my number? I wanted to delete them,but I was way to curious to see what he wanted to say.

"Good mornin' sleepy" Perrie woke up and I lock the phone almost immediately

"Ready for school?"

"Yea. Leigh texted me. She won't come today and Jesy needs to visit her grandparents. Guess it's only me and you" She pecks my lips

I smile. I was lucky having her in my shitty life,she was one of the people that made me happy. That list was very short.

"Are you okay? You seem tense" She catches my attention

"Yeah,I'm just tired from last night"

"Look,I don't think there are going to be many people today at school due to the last night's party. Do you want to stay home? I'm tired anyways"

"Yeah,I don't see why not" I smile at her and gave her a long kiss on the lips.

"I'm going to the bathroom." I say,taking my phone with me so that I can see why Jed texted me.

I locked the door behind me and quickly opened my phone.

Jed : Jade,look..I know that you don't care about me or anything that has to do with me,but I really needed to tell you this,my thoughts were building up and I just don't know what to do and this seemed the best to. First of all,sorry for what Alex did to your beautiful face,you don't deserve that. What I want to say is that I like you. I really do. And everytime you walk past me in the hallway and you have that upset look on your face,makes me even more sad. I know you are with Perrie now and she makes you happy and you don't care about me but I really needed to tell you this. I am happy for you,Perrie is a great girl. You deserve her. Bye,Jadey xx

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Plot twist
Sorry for the huge break xoxo