Impossible (Jerrie)

six

i walked straight home after that incident. why did perrie saved me? i avoided her all day,ans now she wants to fix it? she has a boyfriend. we just couldn't work. i finally truly loved someone and now she's gone. if we will still be friends,that would be very embarrassing.

"hi cutie pie" mom greets me as she walks in my room with a glass of water in her hand

"hi mom" i say forcing to give a smile,but it didn't work

"what happened?" mom asks me giving me the glass of water

"p-perrie has a b-boyfriend" i say letting all my tears out. i've waited so long to cry.

"oh,jade. it's her loss,believe me" mom says rubbing my back

mom stayed with for another 5 minutes,when i gave up and slept.

perrie's POV

i am concerned about Jade. i really am. that kiss was wonderful,but i couldn't take being a bisexual,my family wouldn't accept it. i loved my boyfriend,alex. we've been together for almost 2 years. i didn't love jade. not like that. my phone buzzes disconnecting me from my thoughts.

alex 😇 : hi perrie,can we talk?
perrie : sure thing. park,5 minutes.

i didn't knew why i chose the park,that's the place i met jade everytime she needed to talk. i loved that park.

i get out of my car,walking straight to alex,who was already there.

"hi perrie" he seemed sad

"hi,hun. what happened?" i ask with curiosity

"look,perrie. i will say this straight. i don't want to be mean to you,b-but.."

"just say it alex!" i say louder than i ment

"i see the way you look at that girl,Thirlwall. everyone sees it. everybody keeps asking me if we are even a couple. we barely see each other and i think that..we don't have..that connection,i guess?" he says with a tone of saddnes in his voice

"so you're saying that you are breaking up with me?" i say and my eyes start being teary

"yes. i am so sorry perrie. these 2 years have the most amazing of my life" he says hugging me

"i-i should g-go" i say sobbing,running to my car.

why? why did he broke up with me? because she thinks that i am in love with Jade? she helped me though a lot,i love her,but not in that sense,i think. i change the street and i go to a very familiar house. Thirlwall's house. i am not suppose to be here,i know that her dad doesn't want me here. but,i needed to talk to her. i needed a hug. her hug.

i knock on the door.a tall,brunette woman is standing in front of me.

"hi,i'm perrie. perrie edwards" i say shaking her hand

"i know darling. and i am jade's mom. you came here to see her?" she asks smiling

she seems a nice woman. i have never met her before,only her husband witch i can say out loud,i didn't like.

"yeah,i did" i say

"come in. she's in her room" jade's mom says and i walk up the stairs to her room

i knocked. i heard a soft voice.

"come in"

i open the door. she was in her bed,with her eyes on her phone. once i see her,i started crying.

"perrie oh my god" she says standing up and hugging me

"i screw it all up Jade. i am nothing" i say letting all out

jade's POV

"no please Perrie don't say that. what happened?" i could her the sadness in her beautiful,soft voice

"a-a-alex broke u-up with m-me" she says crying even more

what? did perrie's boyfriend broke up with her? i can't say i am happy,i am actually sad for her,i could tell she loved him. a lot.

"oh perrie i am so sorry" i say sitting on the bed

"you don't have to. he broke up with me because he thinks that i-i love you" perrie says looking at me with her ocean eyes

"y-you do?" i ask

"maybe" she says,me being quite happy with the answer

"i-i don't know what i am. i am scared of being bisexual. my parents would never accept that." she says louder on the word 'never' .

"perrie,everything is going to be fine,i promise" i say hugging her tightly

she hugged back. i didn't want perrie to convince herself that she is a bisexual. i didn't want to be with her like that. i would be happy if we are just friends.

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i didn't had much inspiration so yeah
hope u like it