Impossible (Jerrie)

forty one

Jade's pov

"And then,my mom got me this dog,and oh my god he is so cute!" Perrie was telling me all of her good experiences that happened while we weren't in such good termes.

"I want a dog too! But that's not possible right now..my mom is..a little bit off" I say,looking down at my hands.

"Why is that?" Perrie stopped smiling and started looking at me.

"Because of my dad. He is still in Cardiff and hasn't called in days. But,that's not important." I say,turning my head towards Perrie.

"Wanna go on a walk? It's not that dark outside." Perrie asks me and I happily accept the offer.

We were walking,our shoulders almost touching. Even if it was cold,everything outside was still beautiful. The only thing that caught my eye,is her.

"You know,in that period of time in which we didn't see each other..I felt horrible,and very guilty." Perrie says something after a couple of minutes of walking.

"I felt horrible too. And,I wanted to say sorry for what I said in front of Alex and your friends,when you said you wanted to talk to me." I say,cringing at that thought.

"That's okay,I was the jerk." After that,Perrie got her hand out of her pocket and reached for mine. Now we were walking,hand in hand,and I couldn't be more happier about this. This thing caused my cheeks to turn a deep shade of red.

"I got over it,sort of." I say,and she looked at me with a serious look on her face.

"I hope you didn't hurt yourself,such as cutting or anything. You are sensitive about deep stuff." In that moment,I felt like Perrie could read my mind.

"No,no,you know I wouldn't do that." I say,mentally laughing at my experience to lie in front of other people.

"Just making sure." Perrie looks at me and smiles,and I blush even harder,if that's possible.

"Jade,can I ask you a question?" Perrie started walking slowly,like she needed time to think of how to ask me in the right way so that I could understand.

"Sure,go ahead." I say,smiling to try and calm her down a little bit.

"A-at the party. Why did you c-came to help me? I-I mean..after the fall out we had..why did you came to me?" Perrie asks,avoiding eye contact.

"Because I still care about you,Perrie. Even if we had a fight,I will always care about you. You were my first ever serious relationship,you're not that easy to forget." I say and we both laugh.

"That made me feel better,thanks Jade!" Perrie says and I look at her smiling,and she slowly stopped walking.

"What happe-"

I was cut of my Perrie kissing my chaped and cold lips. It felt so good,after all of this time. Her lips are the same as they were. She still wears the cherry chapstick she wore the first time we kissed. I smiled in the kiss and Perrie smiled too.

"I missed this." I say,looking right into her eyes,who were shining from the street light behind me.

"Me too." Perrie laughs

I look at her,she was still blushing from the kiss we just had.

"How about we go back to the car? It's pretty cold out here." Perrie says.

"All right." Then,we started walking to the car,our fingers are still intertwined.

We got into the car pretty fast,and Perrie sat in the drivers seat,but she turned her head to me.

"My place or yours?" Perrie looked at me with a serious yet concerned way.

"Yours" I said,smiling.

I wasn't afraid of her,I still loved Perrie,as much as I did the first time I saw her outside my house.

She drived to her house,and we get out of the car. When we walked to the front door,and I was surprised with a kiss on the lips while Perrie tried to unlock the door. It was late,so her parents were sleeping at this hour. I kissed back and she finally managed to open the door. She broke apart from the kiss to slowly close the door,so her parents wouldn't hear us,her siblings,Jonnie and Caitlin,are at a Christmas party outside town.

After she closed the door,I pressed my lips to hers and she kisses back almost immediately. We got our coats off and we slowly walked up the stairs to get to Perrie's room. When we arrived she locked the door and pressed her lips against mine again.

I push her on the bed and she is now under me. I kiss her again,slowly kissing her neck,leaving purple marks,she moans quietly. She grabbed my shirt and now I am under her. She kissed my lips and my neck,leaving purple marks as well. It hurt,but I liked it.

After that,we took our shirts off,remaining in our bras and pants. Soon after those were gone too. I took Perrie's bra off and she did the same to me.

And you can tell what went off from here..

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I didn't even try to write a smut because I already know I am too terrible at it..