Impossible (Jerrie)

twenty

Jade's POV

Today was Friday night,so the girls decided to go out in town. That wasn't really my thing,I would rather go on a date with Perrie than go in a club full of drunk people everywhere you look.

But,Jesy,Lee and Perrie wanted to go to the club,so I gave up on changing their minds. I wasn't planing on drinking anything that had alcohol in it. I wasn't a big fan of that.

"Tonight's gonna be lit!" Jesy says,when we got out of the cab

"Maybe you will get a boyfriend,Jessica" Leigh Anne teases her

"Haha. Very funny" Jesy says,when she notices that we were all laughing

"If we get too drunk,get us home,Jade" Lee taps my shoulder,as soon as we enter the club.

I couldn't say something back to her,because the loud music hit me like a truck.

"If you don't want to be here,we can go somewhere else" Perrie stops me

"No,it's ok. I will not drink,so that's okay" I assure her by giving her a soft  smile.

She responded by smiling back.

"Another drink,mister!" Jessica shouts after she took the hundredth shot tonight.

"No,Jesy. I need to get you home"

"O-ok b-but where i-is P-Perrie?" Leigh Anne speaks for Jesy. She was totally drunk.

This made me think. Where was Perrie? I stand up and started lookimg for her. Jesy and Leigh Anne were already half asleep,so that kinda helped me looking for her calmly.

After looking at the bunch of people that were dancing,drunk and after 2 guys wanted to 'talk' to me,I decided to go to the bathroom.

"Perrie?" I ask,she wasn't there.

I got my jacket,and with this occasion I looked at my 2 best friends who were kinda asleep,as I left them. Then,I decided to go out,maybe she decided to take some fresh air.

I look around the parking lot,she wasn't there. When I decided to go back into the club,I saw 2 siluets on the other side of the road.

I get closer to them,maybe that was Perrie. 2 blondes. Different shades. They hair was shining in the darkness,it was 3am after all.

When I got closer to the siluets,I immediately recognised Rebecca. A part of me said that I should go back to check on Jesy and Lee,but the other part said,go check if Perrie is with Rebecca.

I was right. The girl that Rebecca was kissing was Perrie. My Perrie. It that moment I felt my heart shattering into tiny little pieces. I never knew how it was to really love someome until I met Perrie. Seems like the only love in this relationship came from me.

I watched the 2 girls kissing each other,with tears rolling down my cheeks like it was a river. The way Perrie put her hands in the back of Rebecca's neck,so that she would kiss her deeper,shattered those tiny little pieces of my heart in more tiny ones.

I got my phone and called a cab. I have had enough for one night. My view was so blurry from the tears that continued rolling from my eyes,on my cheeks. I felt like shit. Seeing the person you love,really love,kissing another person,that isn't you. It hurt.

As soon as I got Jesy and Leigh Anne,the cab didn't arrive,so we were just sitting on a bench,waiting for the cab to go home.

"B-but one m-more s-shot!" Jesy protested.

I didn't say a word. I was just sitting there,now emotionless. I couldn't feel anything. My life really turned to shit.

"We are already leaving?" I hear her voice,she didn't seem drunk.

I quickly wipe my tears off,thank God is dark outside and she couldn't see my eyes.

"Y-yeah. I am tired" I say,trying to sound as fine as I can

"By the way..where were you?" I ask,curios of what is she going to answer

"I was in the bathroom. I felt bad." She lied.

Now I really feel betrayed.

"Here is the cab." I say and we all 4 got into the cab,Jessica and Lee feel asleep immediately.

"Jade,are you okay? You seem a little bit,off? I think" Perrie asks me,looking right into my deep brown eyes

"Y-yes. I am fine. Why asking?" I ask her,trying to fake as good as I can

"No reason" She says,looking out the window

The street lights brightened her face. Her angelic face. She was so perfect,I couldn't help but staring at her. Then I remember what I saw not more than 30 minutes ago. I hated her for doing that to me,but I still loved her.

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