Impossible (Jerrie)

thirty three

Perrie : Stop seeking confort in Jed. Try to make other friends,because your old ones kinda left. Goodbye Jadey

That's when I 100% realised that Alex really changed Perrie. She was the one telling me to stay away from him and Jed,even if Jed seemed to be the only one by my side.

And what does that mean? "Your old ones kinda left" . I still had Jess and Lee,if she didn't take them away from me too.

That's when I knew I was completely done with Perrie. She took important people away from me. Her included. I used to be so happy when I thought about her. She really meant something to me. Meant. That's the past.

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Me and Jed spent a lot of time togheter recently. He isn't like everyone says,that confirmed that we shouldn't listen to everything bad that others tell you about someone. In reality,that person could be the most person in this world. 

I didn't know if I liked Jed,or boys in general. The only relationship I've been in was before I moved in London,and it was with a boy.

"Ha! I beat you!...again!" Jed yelled happily when he saw that he won again in a game of chest

We were spending time at my place,eating pizza,playing games and watching old movies.

"C'mon! I never win!" I say,throwing my hands in the air

"Because you don't try hard enough!" He says,grabbing my nose in the most cute way possible.

"First one eating a whole slice of pizza gets to chose the movie!" Jed says,immediately before grabbing a slice of pizza

I lost,obviously,so he chose the movie. Of course he picked Finding Nemo,we watched that movie countless times.

After the movie,we began talking about different topics,which included,of course,our favourite food. When,we starts taking about a very touchy topic to me,still.

"...speaking of which,did Perrie say anything to you? Like,a text or something"

"Yeah.." I sigh

After I show Jed the text,he remained there,with his eyes fixed in the phone screen,as if he was thinking about what to say next.

"I'm gonna say something to that bit-"

"Jed,calm down." I say,as soon as I noticed his nervousness growing by each second.

"How can I calm down,Jade? She hurt you,more than one time. Do you realise that? It hurts me seeing you so depressed. You mean a lot to me,Jade. It makes me cry when I see you don't want to get out of bed and live a normal life. I don't want her to change you. " Jed's words left me without mine.

"Do you really feel like that?" I was on the verge of crying

"Of course I do! Do you trust Perrie more now? What she said to you,is fake. I love your company,don't forget that" Jed took my face in his hands.

"Promise?"

"Promise" I say

My phone woke me up from the dream I was in. I immediately realised that I was sleeping on Jed's chest. That what best friends do,right?

Perrie's name appeared on the screen,but I hang up and went to sleep again. I know I don't have to trust her words. She really changed,and that broke my heart.

A little tear came out,but I quickly wipe it off. That was useless because a whole lot of tears came pouring down my cheeks.

"Jade?" I hear Jed's sleepy voice

"Why are you crying? What happened?" He sounded very awake now,that's sure

"Nothing you need to worry about. Go back to sleep" I say faking my tiredness

"What happened Jade?" However,he sounded very serious

"Perrie called me.." I say

"What did she do?" He sounded very pissed off

"I hang up" I say,Jed telling me I did the right thing.

Then,I fell asleep on Jed's chest.

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sorry there's no much Perrie in this chapter,so hold on for the next one muahahahahhahaha