Impossible (Jerrie)

four

the sleepover was great. I actually felt truly happy since i moved here. my dad forbided me from seeing Perrie,but i would actually see her at school,so that wouldn't be that bad.

After i meet up with the girls,we went to our lockers,and i had mine next to Jesy.

"So,Jade..how are things..beetwen you and.." she asks me

"Me and?" I ask,already knowing is about Perrie

"You and Perrie,silly" her laugh made me smile

"Uh,nothing. Is suppose to be something beetwen us?" I ask trying to not seem obvious that i liked her

"Jade i know you like her. Lee sees it too" her words shooked me

"H-how did you-"

"Love is in the air my dear. And yes,i think she likes you too. A lot." I try to open my mouth to say something,but Perrie came to us

"Hi girlsss!!" she says hugging me from the back

Jesy has a huge grin on her face.

"Hi Edwards" we say laughing

"Don't call me like that!" she laughs trying to stay serious.

"I need to go to class" i say

"What do you have?" Perrie asks me and i blush

Why am i blushing? She just asked me what class i have

"English"

"I have english too!" Perrie says jumping around

//

We were at launch,and i was sitting with Jesy and Leigh Anne. I was looking though the canteen,for Perrie.

"Are you looking for Perrie?" I hear Jesy's voice

"Yes" i say with a different tone than i wanted

"She went at the hospital" Lee informs me

"What?" I say standing up from my chair

"Yes,her mom was feeling really bad and she needed to go" Jessica says

I don't say anything,i just grabbed my bag and went immediately to the hospital.

//

I was looking for Perrie everywhere,but i finally found her standing in front of a door with the number 26 on it.

"Perrie!" I yell running towards her

"Jade what are you-"

"Lee and Jesy told me you were here,so i came to you"

"Jade,you didn't have to. And you have classes left! I don't want you to skip classes on the first day for me"

"I would skip any class just to make you feel better" i say amd i immediately saw her blushing

"So,what happened?" I ask

//

"So,your mom was in this stage from a car accident?" I ask crying and feeling so bad for Perrie,she didn't deserve this

"Yes,it attacked her brain. She can't write or speak properly. When she speaks too much,her head hurts like hell" perrie says sobbing

"Come here" i say and i open my arms to give her a big hug

She looked at my eyes. I immediately turned down to see her blue ocean eyes. The eyes i fell in love with. Then i looked at her lips,that were a warm pink tone,she wasn't wearing any lipstick.

I crashed my lips into hers. She kissed back. Her lips were perfect,as they look like. They tasted like cherry chapstick. The kiss was so passionate and beautiful. It felt like the whole world stopped. When the kiss ended she looked at me and smiled.

"Perrie,ugh,I-I-I am so s-sorry i didn't m-m-mean to do t-this" i say trying to keep my calm

"It's fine Jade,really. I liked it" perrie's words calmed me down,but i still felt guilty about it.

I have never kissed a girl before,or a guy. I didn't even knew what my orientation was. After 2 hours,the doctors said that perrie's mom could go home. In that time,i stayed with her,not saying anything,just giving her smiles for once in a while.

//

I was in the car when i checked my phone. Dammit. I forgot i had to be home right after school. My dad's gonna be so pissed,and angry.

30 missed calls from Dad
4 missed calls from Mom
15 messages from Dad

I closed my phone and focused on the road. I didn't call them back,i went home anyways.

//

As soon as i open the front door,dad stars yelling at me.

"Where were you Jade?! Were you with Perrie? I asked you to be home right after school. That was 4 hours ago! You are so grounded Jade Amelia Thirlwall!" dad yells at me and my tears came falling down my cheeks

I ran to my room,letting out all my tears.

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I'm bad at writing i can't believe people actually read this ok.