Impossible (Jerrie)

twenty two

Jade's pov

All that I could think of all day was that conversation I had with Perrie. I couldn't sleep,I don't stand when I see her with another girls,but not me. I feel so betrayed,I don't even know if we are togheter as a couple anymore.

"Thirwall! Pay attention please" the history teacher calls at me

I just nodded and went back to thinking. I want her in my life again,I really love her,but it just doesn't work if the love only comes from one person in a relationship. That person was me.

"Jade,you have detention after your classes. You didn't pay attention for even a minute." The teacher that called me later said to me

"S-sorry" I say looking at my paper,which was in front of me

That's when Perrie,who was just a few seats in front of me,gave Jesy a slap on the cheek. It seemed to hurt a little bit. I also noticed that she mouthed a soft "sorry" at her,and Jesy nodded. What was going on?

"Edwards,you will have detention too,with Jade. I thought you were better than that!" Perrie just nodded and the bell rang.

Perfect. Now I had detention with my ex or not ex girlfriend.

All the periods flew by very fast. I sat alone at lunch,Perrie giving me a few looks every now and then.

"Looks like we both have detention." I hear her voice from behind me,as I was making my way on the classroom that we were suppose to stay

"Lucky me" I say,trying not to sound as bad as it seemed to.

We enter the classroom. There were only other 3 students,that were always here,everytime I passed by this room. They were "the bad students" of out high school. I didn't like being here.

And why did I have to get detention? Maybe I wasn't paying attention for certain reasons,the teacher doesn't know the stuff that I'm going through and it's not easy to explain or for them to understand.

"Can we talk?" Perrie whispers to me,and I try my best to ignore her,but I failed

"What,you're gonna slap me too?" I say,trying to sound as calm and fine as I could,but my nerves were boiling inside me

"I did that so that I could be here and talk to you. Understand now?" She talks to me,trying not to get the teachers attention,because she was sitting in front of us.

I nodded,and I made a sign for her to continue talking.

"Please Jade. I did that so that Rebecca will never pick on you again,please understand me. I would never have done that to hurt you,Jade." Her words seemed so true,her voice made them seem true too

"Why would I trust you?" I say,not looking at her

"Because I would never kiss a fake blonde with lips full of botox,when I have you" That made me blush,I admit

"I believe you,but..I just need some time,you understand,right?" I ask her

It was true. I needed time to think and try to make things "right".

"Of course I do. But,do you still love me?" She asks me,and I answer without hesitation

"How could I not love you?" A smile immediately apperead on her face,and that made me giggle

"I do love you too,you know that,right?" She was looking at my brown eyes,and I was looking right at her ocean blue ones.

"Of course I do"

"You can go now,Edwards and Thirwall" the teacher calls for us,and we got out backpacks and left.

Time flew by fast,kinda impressive.

"U-urgh s-so J-Jade" I hear again Perrie's voice,that stopped me from leaving the school

"Yes?" I say,turning my face

"Are we e-even a thing anymore?" She asks me

"I-I don't know,Perrie. I need timeto think and yes you can sa-"

That's when her lips touched mine. I would be lying if I said I didn't miss the feeling of her lips on mine. I've missed her cherry chapstick, her beautiful lips against mine.

"Bye,Jade" she says,probably noticing that I was staring at her.

"U-uh,b-bye Pez" I say,finally leaving the building.

That was awsome.

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anyways sorryyyy for not updating for days,I will try to post more often,everytime I can
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