STARGIRL

17. Friday

Arabella can go fuck herself like she fucks everyone else in this stupid ass town.

Rosario, staring at her reflection held in a deep breath before exhaling.

Looking at herself intensely she could see every visible flaw underneath the bright and unforgiving light coming off of the fluorescent lighting.

With her hands trembling she turned on the bathroom sink to splash some cool water onto her face.

She tried her best to smooth her kinky dark brown hair down with some water but it didn't work out and her hair just became frizzier. She glared at it and sighed, Rosario blamed her Latin genes.

Puffing her hair up now, she smiled for a split second because she could already hear Maddox complimenting her hair like he always did because she may of hated it but he genuinely loved it. 

Ignoring the painful hunger pangs in her stomach, she stood up straight and tall.

"Fuck you!"

Rosario jumped at the sound of Maddox's sudden voice coming from the other side of the restroom door.

She took her phone out of her pocket and looked at the time, she then swallowed the thick saliva that had formed in her throat and put her phone back into her pocket before taking one last look at herself in the mirror.

"You can do this." She quietly muttered as she wiped her nose with the back of her hand.

In truth, Rosario was beyond nervous, everything was about to change for her and here she was almost having an anxiety attack in her boyfriends restroom.

Opening the door to the restroom, she could see Maddox was still in the same position she had last seen him in almost 10 minute ago.

He was too busy playing his video game to even notice her stumble back in.

Rosario for a few minutes sat at the foot of his bed fidgeting with her hands.

"That isn't fair." Maddox said into his mic to one of his friends when Rosario turned to face him, he crinkled his nose and raised an eyebrow up inquisitively towards her.

"I'm, I'm ready." She sputtered out through clenched teeth, Maddox glanced up at his TV screen and then back at Rosario, he was confused for a second until he remembered once again what it was Rosario wanted.

He sighed softly as he shut down both his gaming console and his TV.

She glanced down at her thighs and then back at Maddox who stood up and carelessly took his shirt off.

Although Rosario had seen her boyfriend shirtless many times before this time it was different.

It felt different because that body would be above hers in a few moments, hovering over her own in a dominant way, and that body would also be penetrating and defiling what she considered to be sacred.

Maddox opened the drawer from his desk and pulled out a golden wrapped condom, Rosario gulped and for a moment wondered why he even had them if this was there first time.

Truthfully, Maddox didn't think much of it. Having sex that is, although he was kind of relieved in a way since he hadn't had sex for almost a year.