His Melanin Addiction

19

Josiah Davis

I stepped to the side letting her in. Something told me I was being watched but when I looked out there was no one there. So I shook it off. Especially when I heard the staircase door shut. I looked over and saw Imani.

"Josiah, look I'm sorry about today. It was immature and very petty of me. I honestly have an issue."

"You do." I said agreeing with her.

"Yeah, I know I do. But It's like when I'm with you I'm normal, like I can be myself. I felt myself starting to get the courage to tell you how I felt." she said pausing looking me in the eye.

"Then Wonder had set us up and we started 'dating' I mean we were talking long before she got here and not one of your friends but, Wonder knew about us. But they knew all about her. It felt like I was there to fill her spot." She went on. I listened to every word and compared them to Trinity. This was how I had her feeling foreal? This exactly what she didn't want to happen.

"Did you stop listening to me?" Imani waved in my face.

"Nah, Nah, Nah I hear you." I lied.

"Oh really then what did I just say?" she asked crossing her arms.

"'Oh really then what did I just say?' that is what you just said." I joked making her smile. Not gonna lie Imani is a very pretty girl. I just never gave her a chance. I walked up to her and took her hand. She looked down at our hands utterly confused.

"You right, I never really gave us a chance. I'm sorry about that. If you'd let me I'd love to give us another try." I said. She looked at me and smirked.

"So you were listening." she said, before I nodded. She placed my hand on her waist as she kissed my lips passionately. Her lips were plump but they weren't as soft as Trinity's. The same spark I had with Tribn wasn't there at all. I decided that I was bored with her leading the kiss. So I grabbed her head in place as she allowed my tongue explore her mouth which tasted like peaches. I held her waist as she placed her palm which was cold as fuck on my back. I flinched pulling away getting some air and moving her hands from my back.

"Your hands cold." I said.

"Sorry." she giggled, as she rubbed her hands on her damp clothes.

"You need a change of clothes?" I asked she nodded. I pulled away and walked into my room and saw Lindo was still fast asleep. I walked over to my draw and found a T-shirt and some old basketball shorts.

"Thanks." She smiled as I handed them to her. She smiled and walked towards the bathroom. I walked into the kitchen area and poured some water into a glass for myself. As I rose the glass to my slightly swollen lips. I felt arms wrap around my waist and a head rest on my shoulder. I smirked with a small laugh. I spun around and was disappointed to see her in my shirt. It wasn't like when Trinn wore them. She would wear it as it was a large shirt. Imani tied it so that I could see her midriff. I pushed the thought to the side, I was comparing again. She grabbed my face with her still cold hands, she pecked my lips. I didn't want to kiss anymore, I just wanted to chill. She tugged at my lip and I sighed before kissing her back. I closed my eyes and instantly Trinity was who I imagined I was kissing.

I applied so much dominance causing her to take plenty steps back. I knew this dorm like the back of my hand. I placed my glass on the counter and gripped her ass making her moan. I led her over to the couch and slowly pushed her on the couch as I left my mark on both sides of her neck. I led my way back up to her lips leaving a trail of love bites as my right hand was placed over her head holding me up while my left was massaging her thigh. When I got to her lips I started tasting the peach which was throwing me off.

"Bruh, why haven't you been rep-" I heard Kelvin yell loudly, snapping me out of my thoughts and actions. I hopped off of Imani faster than I ever hopped in my life.

"You got to fucking kidding me?" Kelvin said shaking his head disapprovingly. I looked at him confused.

"What?" Imani asked, making me mad she even said something.

"Tell your guest to leave before something is said that might hurt her feelings." Kelvin said as he massaged the bridge of his nose. I already knew what he's pissed about. I looked over at Imani who was sitting there looking real comfortable. Until she made eye contact with me and caught the drift. She rolled her eyes, before standing and walking over to me and placing yet another kiss on my lips. Before walking out.

I felt ashamed of myself. Kelvin was like a older and younger brother at times. At this very moment he was the older brother. Kelvin closed the door and shook his head.

"You really fucked up tonight." he said as he walked past me. I looked at him confused.

"Did you forget how Trinn blocked my shot before I even got the ball?" I asked, cause he had to of forgot. He looked at me like I was dumb.

"I don't understand basketball, so let me tell you in football terms. From what I got from the whole situation." he said.

"You and Trinity on the field, you playing defense cause you was always defending yourself. Trinity offense cause she's the quarterback and got position of the ball now, the ball stands for y'all heart ight. So she ran about 15 yards from you and you going after her for the ball, she sees your work eithic so she slowing down a bit and she sees the defensive end coming up to snatch to take her down, guess who the defensive end is." he paused. I was alittle confused and then he sighed.

"How you even play the sport man?" he questioned looking ashamed

"I only play offense." I defended.

"You literally just defended yourself bro. Well the defensive end in this case as in today is Imani." he said making me make my face up.

"Trinity saw the tackle coming so before she got tackled she spiked the ball."he said, making my eyes widen I was starting to understand.

"Oh, looks like someone finally understanding.

"But she spiked the ball towards you, so it's a penalty and refs call for a penalty kick and you missed."he said. I was understanding until he said that.

"What you talking about Kelvin?" I asked.

"I was texting you man where the fuck is your phone?" he said, I shoved my hand in my pockets, came up empty. I walked over to the couch. It was then I heard some crying. So Kelvin and I both dashed over to my room to see Lindo waking up. I scooped him up and held him close to my chest. I looked down and saw my phone. I picked it up and saw like twenty text messages from Kelvin telling me that Trinn was on her way to talk to me, how I should keep her with me for a while the last text was him asking me what I did to her.

"This don't make sense. I didn't see her at all tonight. I only saw her on the track. That was it. It can't be something I did." I said.

"She was soaked when she got to her dorm ." he said.I thought about it, it could be recent cause Imani was soaked too. But I don't remember seeing her at all or hearing her at all. There was no one in the halls at all.

"She ain't come to me. I ain't do shit this time. She broke up with me. She told me she ain't want me. Not the other way around." I defended, she had to be seeing some other guy cause she didn't come see me.

"Stop acting all hard only reason you acting like this casue you starting to think she got another man." he said. I nodded ans I rubbed Lindo's back feeling him go back to sleep.

"Remember she's not your baby mama." Kelvin said before walking out my room. I unlocked my phone to see a selfie we took as my wallpaper. I looked at it for a while.

"She the one that messed up this time not me." I said to myself as I changed wallpaper to a picture of me and my mom, at my second birthday. I looked at it and smiled.

"Man, I wish you were here to talk me through this." I confessed as I sat on my bed with Lindo on my lap.

For Those That Might Be Wondering, Josiah Is Actually Based Of Of Guys I Know. Sooo His Thoughts Are Pretty Much From Actual Guys Point Of Views. Actual Decisions Guys Would Make. And Actual Experience From These Particular Guys. So If You Hate Him.....You Literally Hate My Nephew(We're The Same Age) My Older Brother And My Younger Brother.