Never Ends (Prequel to Please Don't Go)

Chapter 38- What Hurts The Most

Joshua's POV

I haven't seen S.Coups in 3 days, which is odd. I used to see him everyday, and now I haven't seen him in 3 days. So I decided to go to his dressing room. When I did I knocked and he answered with a smile. His smile soon turned to a frown when he realized it was me.

"Joshua what are you doing here?" He asked.

"Well I haven't seen you in 3 days and I wanted to make sure that you were ok." I said and then I noticed the hickeys on his neck. "What are those?" I asked.

"You should know you gave them to me." He said.

"No I didn't. Those are fresh." I said.

"Josh I will call you later ok?" He said and tried to close the door, but I stopped it with my hand.

"No. You better tell me now. What's going on?" I asked and suddenly I heard IT talking.

"Babe who is it?" Jeonghan asked.

"It's just Joshua babe." He said in return, and then looked at me with a guilty expression.

"You've got to be fucking kidding me." I said and looked at S.Coups with teary eyes.

"Joshua it's not what you think." He said.

"Bullshit." I said as tears ran down my face. "You just used me until you could get Jeonghan." I said as my voice slowly broke.

"Joshua." S.Coups said and attempted to comfert me, by putting his hand on my shoulder. I jumped back.

"Don't you ever touch me again." I said.

"Baby let me explain." He said.

"Don't you baby me, you asshole. I fucking hate you and I never wanna see you again! I hate myself for even loving a pathetic person like you!" I screamed and ran back to the dorm. There I laid in my bed and cried myself to sleep.

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The8's POV

I am currently walking down the hallway to Hoshi's room. I need to tell him how I feel, and how much he hurt me a few days ago. This maybe a bad idea, but I'm doing it anyway. So I knocked on door and he answered.

"What are you doing here The8?" He asked, he sounded irritated.

"I need to talk to you." I said as I played with my hands.

"Ok first off look at me." He said. He sounded angry now. I quickly made eye contact. "Second you can't just show up to my room and expect me to talk to you right away." He said.

"I'm sorry." I whispered.

"Does it sound like I'm done!?" He snapped.

"No." I whispered.

"So does that mean you can talk?" He asked.

"No." I whispered.

"Stop whispering when you talk to me!" He yelled.

"Ok. I'm sorry." I said normally.

"Now that's better." He said. "And third I don't have time to waste right now. We are debuting in 4 days, so I don't have time to waste." He said.

"I know I'm sorry." I said.

"So what do you want? What was so damn important that it couldn't wait?" He asked.

"I wanted to tell you that I'm in love with you." I said.

"Oh." Was all he said and then he started rubbing the back of his neck. My eyes began to tear up. "The8 I don't think of you in that way." He said and tears rolled down my face.

"I'm sorry for wasting your time." I said and quickly ran off.

"THE8 COME BACK! MINGHAO IM SORRY!" He sound, but I continued running. I didn't stop until I go to a park bench. I then laid there and cried myself to sleep.

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