Chapter 56- March Pains

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by Coolcat51

by Coolcat51

S.Coups POV

I walked into Joshua's room and he smiled at me. He then go up and tried to kiss me, but I rejected him.

"Whats wrong?" He asked.

"I can't do this anymore." I said.

"What do you mean?" He asked.

"Jeonghan broke up with me. I have to get him back, but when I do I am going to give him my all. Which means I can be with you in any way other than friends ever again." I said.

"So you are choosing him? I thought you loved me. I thought that was why you started staying at night." He said.

"Its not. I'm sorry Joshua. Goodbye." I said. He then dropped to his knees and cried. I then laid in bed again sobbing. I have been this way for 22 days, I won't keep it up any longer. I got out of bed and walked to the cliffs on the other side of the island. I was ready to end my suffering, but before I got here I wrote Jeonghan a letter.

Dear Jeonghan,

I am so sorry that I didn't give you the love you disserve. If I could do it all over again, I would go public with our relationship the first time you asked. All I can think about is what I should have done. I shouldn't have been afraid to love you. I should have cherished you. I should have held you. I should have kissed you. I should have asked you to marry me liked I was going to. I should have made you feel loved. I should have made you feel beautiful. Jeonghan I love you with all my heart and soul. Before I met you, I never knew what love was. To me love was no more than a word with a definition. But after I met you love was something that couldn't be defined. Its a feeling that can't be answered with words. Its a song with no lyrics. Its a never ending movie. My heart will forever be yours in life, and in death. I hope you find someone who is worthy of your love. I want you to know that I can't live without you. Thats why I'm doing this. This letter is final goodbye to you.

Goodbye Baby. Never forget me. S.Coups.

I let the tears fall down my cheeks as I stepped closer to the edge.

"Wait!" I heard a familiar voice shout. I turned around slowly and it was Jeonghan. "Coups!" I ran to him and hugged him tightly. "Coups why didn't you tell me!?" He said through his tears.

"I was afraid." I said as I cried into his shoulder.

"The reason I left was because I thought you didn't love me. How long have you been planning to propose?" He asked as he continued to cry. I pulled away as tears ran down my face and smiled.

"I planed for 2 months, 61 days, 1,464 hours, 87,840 minutes,and 5,270,400 seconds." I said. We both cried. He gave me a sad laugh as he kissed me. We pulled away moments later. I then pulled the ring out of my pocket and got down on one knee. "Yoon Jeonghan, will you marry me?" Said as the tears still ran down our faces.

"Yes! Of course yes!" He yelled happily as I slid the ring on his finger. I then stood up and picked him up bridle way and kissed him. It was perfect. I got him back. I won't ever make the mistake of letting him go again. I am now his and only his. He is my one and only. I now plan to be his one and only.

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