I had one more day off so I decided to spend it with mom.
I still hadn't heard from Matt and it really bothered me, he hadn't even text me in the middle of the night.
I layed on the bed with mom and she slept on and off.
We talked when she was awake.
She looked terrible and I knew the wedding had taken alot out of her, even though she was denying it.
"I thought you would be with Matthew today?" she asked me.
I rolled onto my side so I could look at her.
"Oh he has stuff to do and other people too see and that." I said closing my eye's.
I wanted to say, I'm pretty sure he can't deal with me right now, but I didn't.
"I guess he does." she said closing her eye's and dozing off again.
I layed there and watched her and I hated it.
I hated that my mother was dying in front of my eyes.
My phone rang and I quickly got up and answered it before it woke mom up.
"Ana, it's me." It was Brian.
"Oh hey Bri what's up?" I asked.
"I wanted to talk to you about something but I'm not sure how to say it." he went on.
"Just say it Brian, I'm a big girl, I'm pretty sure I can take it."
"Well all of us guy's went out last night and um well Matt seems a little stressed."
I felt sick in my stomach.
"I dunno Ana, I just think with everything going on with band, he's having trouble dealing with what's going on with you, maybe a little pressured even."
Oh god I knew it.
"I understand Brian, it's ok, I already realized it, I'm just going to leave him be for awhile because he does have too much going on."
"Well I don't know that you have to cut him off Ana, just, I don't know."
"I know, it's ok, I haven't spoken to him since Saturday night because I know I put to much pressure on him so relax Brian and thanks for telling me."
"You can call me anytime Ana." Brian said.
"Thanks." I said and hung up.
I felt a tear slide down my cheek, yeah I could ring Brian at anytime, but he wasn't Matt.
I heard mom call me, I quickly wiped my face and went into her, what I saw made my blood run cold.
"Dad," I screamed "Call an Ambulance. "
