Ana's POV
He left, thankgod he left.
I hoped I never saw him again.
I sat on my bed and wiped my tears away. I couldn't believe I had wasted my time with him, to be treated like some girl he thought he could get into bed.....oh god I didn't even know what he'd been doing, what was the point of it all?
I layed down, I felt so tired and I was sick of crying.
"Ana, are you ok?" Josh asked me from the other side of my door.
Am I ok, no I wasn't ok at all.
"I'm fine." I called out and the stupid tears started falling again.
I closed my eyes.
Knocking on my door woke me up. I couldn't believe I'd actually fallen asleep.
"What." I called out.
"Ana, Jake is here, do you want me to tell him to go away." Josh asked.
"No it's fine." I said opening the door.
My eyes were sore and felt puffy, I could only imagine what I looked like but I didn't care.
"Ok, I'm heading out, are you sure you'll be ok?" he asked again.
"Yes. Go." I assured him.
I followed him downstairs and Jake was standing there.
Josh said bye and left.
"Jesus Ana, you look a mess." Jake said.
"Yeah well I've had a bad day." I told him reaching into my pocket.
I pulled out the ring and held it out to him.
"I can't marry you Jake, I'm sorry."
Was I making the right decision?
"Really Ana?" he said taking the ring.
"I don't know what I want right now Jake, I really don't."
Oh please, a voice in my head said, you want Matt.
"It's ok, I understand, but I'm not giving up ok." And he turned and walked out.
I sat down on the stairs and started crying.
I'd lost everything today, now I had nobody.
I got up and went back and layed on my bed and I reached for my phone and then I remembered that was broken too, like me.
Oh your having a nice pity party tonight Ana, I told myself.
Why did any of this have to happen?
Why did Matt do it?
I really felt humiliated. He was my best friend for years and he threw that away, he didn't care, and with Amber, he knew I hated her, I thought he hated her, ha how wrong was I. The more I thought about it I realized that I actually didn't know who had broken up with who. Well it was obvious now wasn't it.
I was sick of all these tears.
I had to stop crying, but I couldn't.
I put my face in my pillow to stop the crying.
"Oh Matt." I whispered.
I gave in and let myself cry.
