Matt's POV
I'm not going to lie. I completely freaked out. Jesus Christ, Ana was pregnant, and I didn't even know what to think of it.
I sat on the toilet seat looking at that white strip, a baby, how the hell were we suppose to have a baby?
I stayed in the bathroom for at least ten minutes and when I came out I knew Ana was awake, but I never said a word, I couldn't.
I didn't go back to sleep, no matter how hard I tried and when the sun came up I had a shower and got dressed. I had to get out of here.
I stood in the bathroom door and watched Ana sleeping, I wanted to shake her awake and ask her what the hell we were going to do?
She woke up as I was putting my shoes on. I lied to her, and I hated my self for that. She looked at me and I knew she wanted me to kiss her but I couldn't.
I left. I got in my car and drove around. I really wanted to talk to someone, but who? There wasn't anybody who I really wanted to talk too.
I drove home and let myself in. I looked around then sat on the couch. I might stay here tonight, I thought to myself, just think things through.
I don't even know how long I sat there for, but my phone ringing scared the crap out of me.
It was Ana, and I knew she was upset, she asked me when I was coming home and I couldn't answer.
"You can't even answer me." She cried, and she hung up.
I stared at my phone, what the fuck was I doing? It was Ana, my Ana, there was no way I could stay away from her.
I got in my car and drove home to Ana's and what I walked into, well, it made me realise how much I loved her and how special this baby was.
Ana was throwing the couch cushions around, looking for her phone, and I realised that I'd done that, upset her.
I grabbed her and told her how amazing she was and I could see the relief on her face. That was when I realised Ana was as scared as me.
I kissed her.
"It'll be okay Ana." I assured her "I mean, it's you and me."
"I didn't mean for this to happen Matt, I really didn't. " She cried.
Did she think I thought she did this on purpose?
"Ana, I know, but it has happened."
As I was standing there with Ana in my arms when I realised that this beautiful women was having my baby, and I was happy about it.
"I love you." I murmured kissing her deeply "This scares the absolute fuck out of me, but Ana, it's our baby."
She nodded and kissed me back.
"Oh my god Ana." I whispered "We're having a baby."
"It's terrifying. "She whispered back.
That night as we layed in bed I looked at her laying there with her eyes closed.
I pulled her into my arm's and kissed her cheek. I put my hand on her stomach and she placed her hand over mine.
"I think mom would be happy Matt." She murmured and I could see the tears in her eye's.
"Mmmm I think your right." I kissed her cheek again. "What do you think everyone else will say?"
"I have no idea." She said looking at me.
"And you know what?" I asked her.
She shook her head "What?"
"I couldn't give a fuck what anyone else thinks." I kissed her.
"Good."
She snuggled into me and I wrapped her up in my arm's.
