Ana's POV
I had woken up and the first thing I needed to sort out was my phone.....I couldn't live without it so I had to get a new one.
I felt and looked like shit, but frankly I didn't care.
My eye's were puffy and felt grainy so I wore my sunglasses, I even wore them inside, I mean I looked stoned.
I got a new phone and set it all up and then I just looked at it.
What now?
I wanted to talk to Matt, just hear his voice, but I couldn't, I wouldn't.
I called Lilah instead.
"Hey." I said.
"Hey, ok I can tell something is wrong, hey, really Ana."
Arghh she knew me to well.
"Can I come over?" I asked.
"Of course."
I drove over and she was waiting at the door. The first thing she did was take my glasses off.
"Jesus Ana, what is going on?"
So I told her everything.
"I find it hard to believe." was all she said.
I looked at her "Which part? The me actually thinking Matt felt something for me?"
"Oh my god Ana, don't be stupid, anyone could see it was going to happen. I mean the Amber part, he broke up with her you know, she was pretty pissed off about it too."
He did?
"Um I didn't know that." I told her.
"Oh god yes, it was ugly, I'm actually surprised Matt even let her in his house."
I sat there, I wasn't sure what to say.
"I cannot believe you actually thought anything that lying bitch said was actually true." She seemed pissed off at me.
"I didn't know, I swear, he never told me."
"Well that's fine Ana." she said grabbing my phone "Now call him."
I shook my head "I can't."
"Yeah you can."
"It's too early, he'll be in bed and stuff." I stammered.
"Oh fuck off, it's nearly midday. Now call." she shoved the phone at me.
I looked at it then at Lilah.
"What will I say?"
"Gee maybe sorry for being a bitch and jumping to conclusions."
My hands were shaking but I called.
I listened to it ring, it went to voice mail.
"No answer." I said.
"Well we can just sit here while you keep trying." she smiled.
I looked at her and I felt stupid tears coming again.
Lilah hugged me "Your so silly." she whispered "Everyone could see he adores you, well everyone but you."
Suddenly my phone rang.
Lilah looked at it.
It was him.
"Answer it, quick." she said.
So I did.
"Hello." I said.
Lilah rolled her eyes at me.
"Ana will you listen to me?" he asked.
"Yeah, we need to talk."
"Where?" he asked.
"I'll come over, now." I stood up.
"Ok, see you soon." he hung up.
"Wish me luck." I said to Lilah walking out the door.
"It'll be fine, now go and get your man." she was laughing.
I laughed and got in my car.
Well here goes.
