Our little secret. (Hendall)

Chapter12

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HARRYS POV:

I didn't go home. I just moved all my things out the house and put them in the spare bedroom at this the beach house. I decided to go out for lunch and take a breather. I know i have to say sorry to Kendall later..this is probably breaking her heart.

I was on my way to the beach house after some kebabs. I don't think Kendall will be there, if anything she's most probably still out getting drunk on the boat. I've been such a jerk. 

I shake my head and keep my eyes and thoughts on the road. I pull up out the house and park beside the garage. I see Khloe's car here..they must be here. 

I take in a deep breath and walk towards the door. 

What if she now hates me?

What if she doesnt want anything to do with me ever again?

I pull the big heavy door while pulling back my flat curly hair hanging at loose parts of my face.

I look around to see them all outside..but not Kendall. I see something i wish i hadnt. 

Snogging a boy.

She was about to go upstairs with another boy.

She must of acknoleged me standing there..because they both stopped..facing me in complete silence.

"H-harry.." She lets go of him and immediantly comes towards me. I cant believe her. Yes i can tell shes literally so pissed she had hardly walk. But still..

I push her our the way and run up the stairs. I dont care if i was too harsh to her. She fucking cheated on me. Yeah i know what youre thinking, i kissed Taylor..KISSED ONCE. Nothing more. That was Kendall was doing was full on going down his throat. And they were about to go upstairs. How could she. After all we've been through.

I was expecting her to follow me up to the room, but she didnt. She's probably still down there sticking her tounge down his throat. I have tears pouring down my face right now. I can't stay here. Not like this.

I get out my phone, instantly dialing Paul. Im getting out of here. I hang up quickly..i just thought. I cant speak to him when i sound like a total mess. My eyes are all puffy, my cheeks are stained red and my lips are a pale pink. I cant stop myself from crying!

I go into the wardrobe and grab my suitcase and throw it onto the bed. I keep wiping the tears away from my face with the back of my hand. I go into the draws and pick up all my clothes. I also grab my beanie and put it on. I really need to wash my hair but im just not in the mood right now.

I place everything into my suitcase and i realise that i have to text Paul.

'hey Paul, im on my way to the airport. Can you get a plane ready? just feeling a bit sick so coming home. Get that interview for tomorrow, sooner the better. thanks. x'

I kept sniffing away writing on my phone with tears falling onto the screen. I just shook my head throwing my phone on the bed. I finally finish the packing and i pull my suitcase along towards the door. This is it.

I grab the heavy piece of material carrying a whole load of my stuff. I see Kendall in the front room crying her eyes out with Kim hugging her. I ignore it. I made quite a loud bag dumping my suitcase on the floor while putting my phone in my pocket. I looked up to see Kendall looking at my with her head in her hands. Kim just kisses her on the cheek, whispering her something. And then walks away.

She comes up to me wiping away the tears and rubbing them on her bare skin.

"I-im sorry harry..i g-guess i got too carried aaway" Her face was swelling up with tears but i could tell she was trying to fight them back.

"P-please dont go.." That was it. She let everything flow out of her. The tears, the sobbing everything. A part of me was saying, forgive her, she didnt mean to, you did it once. But then another part was saying to go..leave her.

I didnt make any sort of emotion towards her, i just opened the door pulling my suitcase out. 

"H-HARRY PLEASE DONT GO, I LOVE YOU!" She fell on her knees with her head in her hands by the floor. I could hear her crying from over here.

I didnt want to look back..i know i shouldnt. I'll end up forgiving her. But she needs to know that she really hurt my feelings and i cant just let her get away with it. It hurt so much.

I dumped my suitcase in the boot and closing it. I turned around to see Kendall running towards me like she was going to hug me. She did. She flung herself at me, crying to much. I didnt hug her back. I couldnt. 

"S-say something Harry.." She pulls back and looks me dead in the eyes. 

"I wanna break up" Her face after i said those words,was heart breaking..

**ah so much drama! sorry:( there will be much more hendall love story, promise! next chapters about the interview..etc. thank you!**