Our little secret. (Hendall)

Chapter23

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HARRYS POV:

I had my head resting on the chair. It was so uncomfortable but I didn't care..

I've now been in hospital with Kendall for 2days..and she still hasn't woke up yet. Her family have been in and out..I just want her to wake and to tell me she's okay..but I know that won't happen.

The nurse has also been telling me that she could wake up any minute now..ive been waiting for the past 2-3 days and i just want it to end. She looks so calm but i know deep down shes hurting..and i feel like its all my fault. I hate it.

When she wakes, she has to take medicine and they have to monitor the baby for atleast a day or two. But we cant do that until she wakes.

I start to feel tears sreaming down my face..

No one knows how it feels to not have your only thing in life talk to you in days...to see her in pain..

I lean over to her, placing a soft kiss to her forehead before heading out the door. Ive decided to take a breathe outside..i cant take it anymore.

I glance around at everything in front of me..

Theres an ambulance parked in front of me, no one inside of it at all. I looked to the right of me to see fans behind the gates screaming for me. But i cant even look at them. They've got too far this time, hurting my girl.

They saw her collaps but they still pushed and stood on her, its so disrespectful. Some of them could tell i was pissed off at them, i heard them shouting 'why isnt he looking' or 'he's annoyed about the beach inncident'. I shook my head, getting rid of some curls sticking out and decided to head back into the hospital.

I passed through the waiting room, having eyes on me and a few girls squealing but I ignored it.

I swiftly passed the front desk and headed down the corridor to room 89 where Kendall was staying.

Going outside didn't really help that much..just reminded of what happend even more.

I just wish this never happend.

I open the door like normal and shut it after. I didn't bother looking anywhere but the ground. I just slung myself on the chair, reaching for the tv remote. For the past 2days there has been nothing on this tv but that stupid incident at the beach.

I ended up putting friends on and grabbing my phone out my pocket. I have nothing better to do then to check through Twitter and Instagram.

I firstly go onto twitter, and read through some mails. To my suprise, some of them were from fans either saying sorry for earlier, and some sending their love to Kendall. This caused me to smile..even at the time I didn't want to.

I put up a tweet saying:

'Thankyou for your support, Kendall unfortunately hasn't woken up from her accident. Been a tough couple of days, thanks again for the messages! :) zx'

I quickly exit twitter and I literally get about 100 favourites in less than 15seconds. But I'm used to it.

I go onto Instagram, just scrolling through. I notice the video Kendall posted of me handing fans some tickets. That was such a perfect day. Well...most of it anyway.

I put my phone back in my pocket and run towards the toilet. I really need a wee.

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I wash my hands and glance at myself in the mirror. My face is still red and puffy from all the crying I've done these past few days..the tears are still stained onto my face.

I try to grab a handful of cold water and throw it in my face. I need to wake myself up from this crazy dream.

I don't know what either of us did to deserve this. Just when things were going perfectly.

I grab a towel, wiping my hands and face before heading back to Kendall.

I glance up at her,then back to the floor..

Oh my god..

I quickly shoot my head up to see her sat up smiling at me. She's awake..

I dash over to her, practically jumping on her.

I sqeezed her tight, bit realising that my grip on her was strong..nearly suffocating her.

I finally pulled back..looking into her eyes while wiping away that one tear streaming down my face.

She tryed to place a smile on her face..but I know that deep down inside of her she's hurting.

"A-are you alright? Shit..I know your not. What happend? Why didn't you tell me you were feelin ill before? I've been so worried ken! 2 days you were out..it's killed me so mu-"

"Harry! Please..stop worrying. I'm fine..I promise you. Y-yeah I was in a slight pain at the beginning..but I thought it was just part of the pregnancy.." She looked down, fiddling around with her fingers..before she suddenly comes to a hult.

"T-the baby...what's going on with out baby harry!!" She practically screamed at me..grabbing my arm and pulling my closer to her as she tries to lift herself up in panic.

I hold her down, trying to get her to breathe.

"K-Kendall..I'll get the doctor. Please just sit down.."

She struggled at first, but by the end, she finally gave up.

I glanced at her, before leaning beside her to press the button. It wasn't long before a nurse comes through.

"Ah, finally awake Kendall. How do you feel?" She grabs the clipboard from the end of the bed, looking at the clock, and then back and Kendall, waiting for a reply I think.

"A bit groggy..dizzy and things. But I want to know what's happening to our baby.." She rubs her tummy, not taking her eyes off the nurse.

"Oh yes..I'll go get Dr Woodgate and he'll give you a scan and some tests to make sure the baby's doing perfectly fine! So sit comfortably and I'll be back shortly"

She placed her clipboard back at the end of the bed, and headed towards the door.

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