Our little secret. (Hendall)

Chapter49

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HARRYS POV:

Please don't die Kendall. I need you.

I sobbed into my hands, loudly.

It's been over night since Kendalls accident happend. She still hasn't woken up yet.

Everyone's gone home to sleep, and get changed. It's 4am now, so they should be were dinner time.

Eleanor and Lou took Demi and Daniel home.

They're so adorable. Demis got my eyes, and Daniels got Kendalls features.

I just can't wait to be able to go home..and cuddle them..with Kendall.

That's all I want to do. I want to be the perfect family. Just us 4, living together, take cute holidays together, have our wedding. I've got all these plans..but I just need to do them with Kendall.

I feel so tired. I haven't slept for what seems like 20hours.

I lift my legs onto the long seat in the waiting room, and rest my head in the arm of it. This is so uncomfortable..but I'm just so tired I don't care...

** HARRYS DREAM **

"Daddy..what are we doing today?" I looked at my beautiful grown up boy, jumping up and down.

"We are all going to see Mummy!" I smiled at them both, and they ran to the door, putting on their coats.

I slightly laughed, following them out the door.

On each side of me, they were holding my hands, skipping down the path.

I tried to keep up with them by fast walking, but it was no use.

We then turned left, going through a black gate.

Daniel let go of my hand, running over to Kendall.

And then I told Demi that she could follow him, so she did so, running up giving her a hug.

I walked up, bending down on one knee.

"Morning beautiful. How are you? The kids are doing amazing...although they miss you like crazy. And so do I...Love you. I really hope you're doing well up there." I leant forward..kissing her stone. And traced my fingers over the letters on it.

In loving memory of Kendall Jenner.

Amazing mother of Demi and Daniel Styles.

Fiancé to Harry Styles.

Loving daughter and sisters to the Kardashians.

We love you ken!

I love how they put Ken at the bottem. It was beautiful. And it's not surprising that they put Kardashians.

I kissed her stone one last time, hugging it with the kids, before we say our goodbyes..

** END OF DREAM **

I-I'm sweating..w-why did I have that dream. That's just made me so paranoid. I sat up, revealing a sweaty and fast breathin me.

The waiting room is now half crowded..what? How long was I asleep for?

I looked to my left, at the big clock. It's now half 10. Gosh!

I've slept for 6-7 hours? The dream felt like I was sleeping for about 1hour.

I groaned, pushing my legs on the floor, walking to the front desk.

"Any news on Kendall?" It's the same desk lady, so she knows me pretty well.

"Harry..you need to go home for a shower and a kip. You look terrible.." I ran my hand through my greasy hair, not caring at all.

"I can't. I'm not leaving Kendall. Please...tell me what's wrong with her" I looked at her again, looking serious.

"She's still not awake, but I think you can visit her now.." I let out a loud breath, finally!

I can see my baby. This is what I need. I need to give her a sweet kiss, even though she won't be able to respond. I'm going to hug her, tight.

"Room 198" I gave her a quick nod and a smile, before slowly jogging down the corrider, but Liam for some reason caught up to me from behind, stopping me.

"Haz, here you go.." He handed me some baggy sweats and tshirt. I guess I better get out of these jeans.

I thanked him, before going into the toilets, leaving my jeans and 5SOS top in there. I don't care about it, I just want to rush and see Kendall.

I slam open the door, and quickly jog but not that fast were I'll get told to slow down.

And there it was..room 198.

I hesitated at first..my bottem lip started to tremble.

It's time. So stop being an idiot harry! You need to see her. This will be good for you.

I opened the door slowly, and the white walls and the bed caught my attention.

Everything in here in plain white, it's just boring.

There was a nurse sat in the other side if the room, writing on some paper.

I closed the door behind me, and slowly walked over to the bed where she was peacefully laying.

Why am I so scared..

I just don't want to see her in pain..even though she's sleeping, I know she's feeling it deeply inside.

There she is..peacefully and quietly sleep straight, her head facing forwards, and her eyes looking tightly shut.

She had tubes all in her arms, all connected to a life support machine.

The tubes going through her nose.

All I'm seeing is tubes and wires all over her.

And all I can hear..is the quiet beeping..from the machine.

** this is a very short chapter, but you guys wanted me to update today, so I only had less than an hour.

Sorry if it's seriously not any good

So, what do you thinks going to happen?

Oh and I know that picture I posted in Kim, but I can't be bothered to make an edit of Kendall pregnant.

If you are willing to, could someone send me pictures of Kendall in a hospital bed? Or pregnant? Obviously an edit

If you do, I will be more than grateful.

Even though no one would..

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