Our little secret. (Hendall)

Chapter46

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KENDALLS POV:

I woke up to the sound of the shower running downstairs.

My head really hurts, and my body is acheing. Then the memories of last night came shooting back to my head.

Harry came home pissed up, and i shouted at him for ages. I dont think ive ever shouted like that so much in my life.

I just cant believe what he did. I waited ages for him. But no, he wanted to go out and get pissed. I bet he didnt miss me like i missed him. If he did, he would of came home straight away and see me.

I just sat on my bed, trying to forget everything. I just dont want to think about it anymore. I didnt let harry sleep with me last night, so he just collapsed in the bathroom like an idiot.

I dont think i will ever forgive him for this. I may act like ive forgotten it, but it will always stick by me, and haunt me.

It's horrible to think that a young girl, pregnant, is home alone waiting for her fiance to come home, but instead, he goes out and gets drunk and comes back giving me grief.

I just ended up leaving him downstairs passed out, i cannot deal with him right now.

I sit myself up, shifting my body a bit, but i freeze once i hear footprints come up the stairs.

Great, here he comes.

My white door slowly opens, revealing a wet Harry. He's got a towel wrapped around him down below, with his bare chest out. He's got a towel in his hand, drying his hair and shaking it.

I just looked at him, i hope he feels disapointed.

" Kendall..im so sorry, I got dragged there by Brad and Zayn. You know me to well that i would have come straight home because i love you. I seriously didnt want to go to that bar, I just went too far i guess...im so sorry." Is he serious?

Should i believe him? Eugh, this is all confusing me so much. Im obviously going to forgive him, when i know i shouldnt.

But, this will always be beside me, haunting me. And if, he ever does anything like this again, i will literally rip his balls off and he will never see our kids if he's a drunken mess.

"Im so angry with you styles." I didnt even look at him, but i guess he knew that i was alright because i said styles.

He walked over to me, sitting on the bed beside me.

He placed his finger under my chin, lifting my head gently, so that im now looking into his green eyes. Gosh theyre so beautiful.

"I love you Kendall, and i cant even begin to say how sorry i am. Im never letting annything like that happen again okay?" He looked me dead in my eyes. Now i know he's serious.

"Okay.." I just mumbled that one word..

He smiled at me, and placed his perfect plump lips against mine, kissing me ever so gently and charmingly.

I didn't respond the way he wanted me too..but I still kissed him back.

He pulled back, giving me another smile.

"I'm so glad to be back with you Ken. I missed you so much." I love the way he calls me ken.

And yes I've missed him so much too.

"I've missed you to harry. I've managed to get so much done, to try and get my mind off of you. I just kept crying every time in thought of you.." I felt like crying right now. But I'm not going to.