Our little secret. (Hendall)

Chapter25

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KENDALLS POV:

The buzzing from my phone..slowly made me lift my head. I sat up for about a minute before I realise where I am..

It's a plain white bedroom, with an open window and wardrobe and thats about it. It only a spare bedroom at the end of the day.

I shuffle across only realising that Harry's asleep beside me. I didn't think he'd stay in the same room as me after last night. Gosh I was pissed off at him so much.

I grab my phone huffing to myself before looking at my screen. I got a miss call from Gemma, Harry's sister. She must of rang me literally a second ago. I slide her name on my phone screen which brought me the constant buzzes in my ear which was notifying me that it's calling.

I sit there patiently until I heard Gemma's light bright voice.

"Ken, hey oh my god!!"

"Hello Gem, what's up?"

"I hear your in London? Pop over in a bit? I've got nothing to do all day.."

I glanc over at Harry before answering back.

"Yeah..I'll be over in an hour!"

"Eeek!! See you later, bye!"

I ended the call with a huge smile on my face, knowing I have such an amazing friend by my side.

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I grabbed my purse off the kitchen table, and said my goodbyes to Perrie and Zayn.

I'm now off to see Gemma. Unfortunately, harry noticed me getting changed and forced me to tell him where I'm going..so he's coming too now. And we've decided that after, we're going to the health clinic to find out our test results.

I'm so nervous...

Actually...

Nervous isn't the word for this right now.

I jumped into the seat of our car, putting the key into the keyhole. I didn't bother turning the engine on yet, I still had to wait for harry to grab his wallet from upstairs.

I still can't get over what's going to happen today..I hope it all runs smoothly. I still want this beautiful baby girl..or boy..no matter what.

I feel that I can still feel her inside of me..but she's only a fetus..

I got snapped out of my thoughts when harry slammed the car door and doing his seatbelt.

I turned to face him, then I see him trying to place a smile on his beautiful face. But he knows I'm still not happy with him. I didn't even bother to give him a smile back. He doesn't deserve it.

When the hell was he going to tell me he was going away for a couple of months? No. He decided to tell me before the big baby news. I have every right to be angry with him.

I turned the engine on, and straight away backed away from Xayn an Perries house. I can already tell this is going to be a hell of a long day.

Whilst I was driving, some fans spotted us at traffic lights and they tried to literally invade my car, so I had to slowly drive away without fans being ran over.

It's was a good 1hour drive to Cheshire. And I've been driving for a good 15minutrs and not a word has left mine or Harry's mouth.

"I'm sorry Kendall..I just didn't know how to tell you." I let out a sigh, I cannot be dealing with him right now.

"So you decided to tell me a couple of weeks before you leave? And before the big baby news? Smart choice harry." I sarcastically tryed to clap my hands, but it's hard because I'm keeping my focus on the road.

"How else was I suppost to say it. I knew either way you would still be mad at me. You know I don't want to go..it's the last thing I want to do..but it's work, and the contract. I just can't get out of it!" He has got a point there. Gosh I hate it when he's right all the time. It makes me look like such a bad person when I'm not.

I do love harry more then life, and having this baby will be incredible for us. But him not being there for the child and growing up? Then of course I'm going to be mad.

"I guess I'm just angry you won't be there for the baby. Sorry.." I felt a shudder go through my body. I can't believe I just said that he won't be there for the baby..even though he won't.

It just killed me inside saying that. Our baby shouldn't grow up knowing their father is away for most of there childhood. It's cruel.

"I'm not missing the baby's due date or growing up. Contract or no I'm definitely not missing that!" I turned over to see that he was dead serious..I guess I believe him.

I shot him over a smile before putting my focus back onto the road. And before I knew it, we were in Manchester. So it was now like a 10minute drive to Chesire! Finally get to see Gemma and Anne, haven't seen them in ages.

We have so much to tell them. An yes they do know about the baby, Harry's phoned them. They were over the moon about it.

All of a sudden my phone rang, it was my manager.

"Hello?"

"Hey Kendall! We got something big for you! Where are you?"

"I'm on my way to Harry's parents house! Why what's going on?"

"We got a big photoshoot for this company in Australia!" Oh my god! Australia? I've always wanted to go there.

"Australia? That's amazing!! When do I leave?"

"We leave in 3days, and you'll be there for a week " I slowly looked at harry. He sent me a smile and nodded. I hope it's alright with him.

"That's perfect. I'll see you soon!"

"Bye Kendall "

So I hung up the phone with that.

HARRYS POV:

I always find a way to wreck things. I know that deep down I've hurt Kendall loads. I just feel like I disappoint her so much. I just hope this afternoon goes well. The last thing we want is to hear that we've lost our baby.

I rest my head in my hands while looking out the window. It's such a beautiful day..

"U-umm..Kendall?" I glance at her beautiful face, before it turns towards me.

"Yeah haz?" She didn't keep her eyes off the road. And we were pretty close. We just came of a the motorway so we are nearly there.

"Can I take you out for dinner tonight?" I fiddled with my fingers, why am I feeling nervous. It's only Kendall. I guess I'm jus scared that I'll hurt her again.

"Sure, I'd love that!" I looked at her to see her smiling. This automatically put a smile on my face.

I starred back at the window, and I see fans screaming outside my parents house. Luckily my mum decided to get a gate around to stop them from getting in.

Kendall slowly pulls into the gate before calling Gemma to open it.

There was a loud buzz go off before the gates slowly opened.

We're finally here!!

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