Our little secret. (Hendall)

Chapter11

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Kendalls POV:

Im so out of breathe, like, i cannot breath. I dont think ive ever swam so much in my life. Im just excited to see Harry, and tell him how sorry i am. I was such a complete idiot and selfish, i just didnt realise that Harry was doing this for my sake, and for his fans.

I put my arm out for a taxi while struggling to even walk. I was only in my bikini and everywhere i look i see people with their phones and cameras out, i dont think i thought about me being in public so much. I tried my best to get away before the paparazzi find out im here. Luckily, my mums Manger over here Kyle picked me up.

He must of spotted me in the huge crowd or something.

I directed him where to go and where our mansion is. Its a good 30minute drive. And again, all i could think about was harry.

Is he mad at me?

Will he hate me?

I couldnt get rid of all these stupid thoughts in my head. I shook my  head trying to put my focus on something else. I lean on my left arm against the window, and pull out my phone. I have nothing to do, so i decide to write to fans and twitter etc.

'Hey guys, thought id let you know im enjoying Turkey so much. See you all in Miami in 2weeks for an Appearence from me and Kourtney!'

I clicked Tweet and exited it. Now onto instagram..i decided to post a picture of me and Lamar drinking cocktails with funny faces. As i scroll through my camera roll, i see pictures of me and Harry. He took my phone, and started taking funny selfies so i joined in. God that day was so perfect i cannot even explain it. 

I almost clicked on it. But i remember what he said back on the boat..and it brought water to my eyes..filliing them up while salty-ness drops down my cheeks..

FLASHBACK!!

'K-Kendall..i shouldn't be going!'

'Don't say that Harry..you are coming!'

'No Kendall! We'll get caught and you've already got enough on your plate'

'Harry i'm sick and tired of hiding all the time i want a normal relationship!'

'Im sorry you can't have that. We are celebrities for fuck sake. I just wish i never fucking became one'

'What have you got to loose Harry? Tell them or i will!'

'No!! I'm not doing all this for myself Kendall! It's for you. Its always been for you. Don't you remember what happend to Eleanor. The fans? No! You're not saying a word. I'm not coming along. I can't get you hurt'

END OF FLASHBACK.

Just thinking of that, literally made me cry. Im a wreck now! 

I grab my long black hair and put it up into a messy bun. I can't be fucked right now to listen to fans i just want to make things write with Harry. 

When i finally snap back into reality, i finally realise we're here!

"Thank you Kyle, see you soon" I give him a quick hug and kiss on the cheek and wave him goodbye as he reverses out of the drive way. I give him one last wave before locking up the gates.

I jog up to the door and open it. My reaction is just plain..total plain. I don't see harry in the entrance. I check in the kitchen, outside and living room and  he's no where to be found.